Forget Me Not (Nouis)

18th Petal: She's Rude, I'm Rude, Everyone's Rude! *And Jelly*

We just arrived from our hotel to the stadium. We're having our first concert after our vacation and I'm fucking worried and excited and nervous at the same time! I mean, duh, I'm performing in front of hundreds and thousands of fangirls and fanboys and other categories of fans! How did I managed to do it before? Did I get nervous every time we're gonna have our concert? Or before having a performance on TV shows and the like? What do I do when I get nervous? Oh god.
I asked Harry if I'm just going to be okay, if the fans would like me, if what if I forget the lyrics, and what if I got out of tune, and if my timing is bad and what if my mic turned off and if just something will go wrong and I was near to tears when the boys started to assure me nothing will go wrong.

Harry comforted me saying, "Hey Ni, love, don't stress yourself. You're perfect okay? You won't get out of tune, we've already practiced a lot. Besides, so what if you forgot the lyrics? All of us do. We often forget it actually, even Liam. So what happens is, we change the lyrics."

"You change it? But we'll get in trouble for that won't we?"

"Nope. It's actually a fan service Ni. Fans love it when we change the lyrics to our songs. So it's really okay." Liam said, chuckling.

"And Ni, fans like you okay? Like what I told you, you're already perfect. And if something in your mic goes wrong, I'll always lend you mine. Yeah?" Harry is now cupping my face because he can see that I'm tearing up.

Zayn came up to us and rubbed my back and I turned to him, hugging him. "Besides, always remember that we're just there with you. In the same place, in the same stage as you. So you don't have anything to worry about. Nothing." And he smiled kindly to me which also made me smile.

"Yeah okay."

"Okay."

I let go of him and Harry grabbed my hand, squeezing it and I smiled back at him. Liam tapped my back and Paul arrived with Lou Teasdale.

"Hello boys!" Lou and Paul greeted us. Though I'm quite sure Lou only greeted the other boys.

"C'mon now, your concert will start in three hours. We need to get you ready." Lou said and then she and the boys started to talk forgetting that I was there.

Lou knows how to keep them busy so I'll be forgotten. That woman... She's getting in my nerves! I was cursing under my breath, my arms folded in front of my chest when I felt someone putting his arms on my shoulder. Guess who is it? Louis Tomlinson.

"Hey Ni. Okay?"

"Yeah."

"Yeah."

And we kinda laughed at each other. We had a small conversation while walking towards the dressing room though none of us mentioned that voice mail. We arrived and Lou immediately pointed each of us.

"Okay, Harry first, then Liam, Louis and Zayn." And then she turned her back on us, preparing her things.

The boys started to shift on their places awkwardly and their eyes bounced back and forth between me and Lou.

My eyes squinted with anger. She's so gonna get it! I turned my back and started to walk towards the door when Harry pulled my right arm and asked me, "Where are you going?"

I looked at Lou who's back is still on us, I raised my right eyebrow and looked at Harry.

"Oh just some place where I can get a professional and excellent make up artist and hairstylist. Like you know, I want the best and only the best." And then I looked at Lou again who's still not looking at us but is frozen in her place. I looked at her from head to toe while saying, "Not just some cheap and highly unprofessional people like the one you have."