Forget Me Not (Nouis)

19th Petal: Concert - Jealousy and Flirtation

Where am I? I don't know. Why is there a lot of people here? I don't know. Why does flashes of camera and bright lights keep blinding me? I don't know. I'm lost. Lost lost lost lost lost. I don't know anyone here. I don't even know what this place is.

I need to run.

I need to hide.

I need to get away from here.

I'm about to run when someone pulled me back. I looked at him. What a beautiful person! Deep set brown eyes, black hair, long eyelashes.... Wait, Zayn?!

So... So... I am... Oh God. I looked around and saw all of the boys looking at me worried. The fans aren't screaming anymore. They're looking confused and puzzled. Louis is about to come to me when I took a step back which made him stop in his track. Zayn let go of my arms. Paul and the other crew members are on the side of the stage telling us to continue the show.

I propped my mic in front of my mouth and smiled. "I... I'm sorry. I'm just really overwhelmed to be here again you know after what happened and everything. I feel so happy right now I think I need to pee." And then I laughed and the fans started to scream loudly.

It's bad to lie but I kinda liked the result. Some of them are saying that it's okay and that they love me. That they will always be here for me. And hearing them say that made me feel good and loved.

"Let's continue the show shall we?" I said and the music started again.

The boys are still looking at me, knowing fully well that what I said is not the real reason why my mind momentarily shut off yet not entirely aware of the real reason.

They glanced at me one more time before they faced the audience again and started to sing 'C'mon, C'mon'.

When we finished, Liam shouted on the mic, "And to my fellow Mrs. Horans, I present to you Niall Horan!"

"A round of applause please, a round of applause!" Louis said.

And the fans did clapped their hands hard and loud and screamed maniacally. Whoa, I didn't know I'm this loved by fans. I thought I was an asshole?

The boys said other things that I didn't heard because I'm still amazed by all of this. All I know is that, Harry is now by my side. But he isn't smiling. He isn't talking. He won't even look at me. And I realized that the other half, the other reason why I was out of my mind earlier is that I saw Harry looking at me and Louis holding hands and looking at each other.

You really suck Niall. You're an asshole.

I pursed my lip at the thought. Harry is jealous. Of Louis. I should have seen this coming, I knew they had an issue before. I should have never came close to Louis because it might hurt Harry's feelings and now it did.

"Kiss You!" All the boys said. And the music started again.

Kiss You?

"Oh I just wanna take you anywhere that you like we can go out any day any night. Baby I'll take you there, take you there! Baby I'll take you there yeah!"

It's starting. And I have a part in this. But I'm not worried about that right now. What I'm currently concerned is how to make it up to Harry. The fans... They're observant. I've seen them reacting to our every action in concerts on Twitter. And Harry being like this won't get past them.

I looked at Harry. He doesn't look like he's enjoying the concert. This is all my fault! The chorus started and that's when it struck up to me.

"If you don't wanna take it slow!"

I came closer to Harry as the first chorus continued. Gosh, I wish I wouldn't get in trouble for this! I'm crossing my fingers when I did what I did.