Forget Me Not (Nouis)

27th Petal: Stupid Louis!

I can't believe this. This is so messed up. Louis won't acknowledge me, it's like he even forgot I exist! And Harry is so clingy right now it annoys me. I know that's kinda harsh but I'm really not in the mood right now to act so couply with him. Then, there are Liam and Zayn who keeps on throwing me these weird looks like any second I would jump at them like what the hell? What did I do to them this time? And Paul and Jon and everyone are looking at me worried and kinda afraid? Oh fuck them. When we arrived at the stadium where we're gonna have our concert and rehearsal to, I walked straight towards Sammy and Beth. I need a company right now who wouldn't act so jumpy around me.

But I guess I spoke too soon.

Beth and Sammy are really great people. They tried to hide their worried faces but God, I'm not numb okay? I can feel how AWKWARD they are feeling towards me right now. Ugh. I decided to explore the stadium instead until I arrived in the middle of it and looked around, at least by doing this, I feel a little calm. Later this evening, this will be full of fans, screaming our names and singing along while we sing. I noticed that the crowd's favourite is my 'Little Things' part and to be honest whenever they sing with me (the fans), I feel like I'm not alone. And it sure feels nice to feel like someone's always with you.

"Niall, Beth and Sammy are already waiting for you. They said you should come to the dressing room now." A guy said, jogging towards me.

I nodded and smiled at him before walking away towards the dressing room. You know what's really unique in this stadium? It's that the so called 'building' where the dressing rooms and other I-don't-know-what-for-rooms are just a big set up. And often times, it is accesible to the fans who are big enough to over power the guards who didn't expect that they will get mobbed. Unfortunately, I wouldn't be aware of that knowledge until the moment I arrived in the room where Beth and Sammy are supposed to wait for me. They're not here. Where the hell are they? Their things aren't here too. Did we change rooms? Why am I not informed?

I got out of that room and looked at the next room, nothing. I tried to ask the few people who passed by but they only looked at the ground, not meeting my eyes and shook their heads. Some are far more braver and managed to croak out a 'No' but that's all. Can't they even answer my question in a full sentence?

I wandered along the empty hallways. Why wasn't there a single person here? Where were all the staffs? Oh right. They might be cramming right now to set up the stage and everything else. Oh well, guess I need to find my own way, eh? I walked around more and fortunately... Oh no, I take it back, unfortunately I crossed paths with none other than Lou Teasdale, Jen (who I still don't know the surname) and, of course, Jaden and Judielle. I don't know why I always see them tailing Lou Teasdale. I mean, what are they? Personal bodyguards? Assistants? Dogs? (Okay that was just rude.) But still.

I don't know if I should nod at them or smile at them or wave at them so in the end I decided that I wouldn't do anything at all. Though I know they recognized the lost look on my face, they just looked at me and walked pass by me. Well, that's... awkward. I mean, if you don't like someone and you're gonna bump into each other don't just look at them and pretend you don't see them! Ugh ,whatever. Calm your tits Horan, you still need to fucking find Beth and Sammy. Seriously, where did those two go? Middle earth? 

I walked more and more and more and more and... Hmm, there's a girl! She's standing there in the middle of the hallway! Finally someone I can ask! Maybe she knows where Sammy and Beth are. Oh, now that I think about it, why didn't I just walked back at the stage to ask one of the staffs? Nah, too troublesome. Besides, I think I won't be able to retrace my steps since I'm too lost now. This building might just be a set up but it sure as hell big! I quickened my pace, not wanting to be so so late (Lou Teasdale WILL taunt me). I think my footsteps were now more 'hear-able' because the girl whipped her head towards my direction and... God. I think her scream just broke my ear!