Forget Me Not (Nouis)

37th Petal: A new start!

**1 YEAR AND 23 DAYS LATER**

"And the award for the the New Artist for the Year goes to... 5 Seconds of Summer!"

"Best Breakthrough Artist is 5 Seconds of Summer!"

"Artists on the Rise: 5 Seconds of Summer!"

"Best New!"

"Best Push!"

"Australian Act!"

"Song of the Year!"

"Breakout Group!"

"Choice Summer Group!"

"Best International Newcomer!"

"5 Seconds of Summer!"

"5 Seonds of Summer!:

"5 Seconds of Summer!"

"This is truly amazing! We just wanna thank uh, everyone who helped us to get here. Everyone- Jane, Ryan, Gibson, Sasha, the management, everyone!"

"The fans, the fans!"

"Oh yeah, the fans! 5SOS family thank you very much!"

"Don't forget Niall!"

"Oh yes! To Niall Horan who is the first ever person to believe in us, thanks so much mate! You don't how much you've turned and changed our lives. We're forever thankful."

"We love you!" 

I chuckled at their end note, those boys. I stopped the video on my phone and concentrated back on driving. I'm on my way to the hotel where these boys are staying in and I'm gonna surprise them! They didn't know that I'm back in the UK. Hell they don't even have any idea I would want to go back here. But I am now. Ah, it's good to be back here! It's already a year since I step foot in England. So many memories...

I'm really glad though that there aren't any paparazzis around pestering me. I mean, I would really call it a dedication if they still would. 7 months of playing hide and seek with them and them never winning, I doubt they would expect to be back here just like the boys (5SOS). Okay let's be clear here, when I said boys it means that I'm talking about Luke, Ashton, Calum and Michael and if I say lads.. well, nevermind. Just you know, boys = 5 Seconds of Summer.

I've been travelling around the world the last 12 months. I mean, sure I've travelled it before but most of it were forgotten by my mind because of an accident and the reamaining that I remembver of is just a small part of the worl. I want to travel without constantly rehearsing for a concert, without a lot of bodyguards following me, without a lot of fans screaming my name at the top of their lungs. I didn't get that for the first couple of months but then I got good with being transparent. Guess I mastered that now.

I've been hiding. For short. And I've been really good at it that ever since that last concert of Where We Are Tour, I've never been spotted. At least by paparazzis. I've also managed to avoid getting pictured by some fans though they saw me and tried to talk to me.

I just don't wanna be bombarded with questions you know? I just... It's just that I know deep inside, all their questions are the same questions I keep asking myself and up until now I still don't know the answers.

I'm only hiding physically speaking though.

My name is still buzzing around the music industry, it never left. I mean, putting up my own recording company and having the next most successful band (being the 5 Second of Summer) in the world right now doesn't put away my name from it. To compose almost all their most successful songs doesn't help too. In fact, other artists talked with me to write a song for them. Mariah Carey, Ariana Grande (I mean she's one of my talents), John Legend, Justin Beiber... Even Taylor Swift and Ed Sheeran, name it! I've been having contracts with other artists for the last year except from my very own ex-boy band One Direction until last month.