euphoria | knj √

11: save me.

"Why is it so dark where you're not here? It's dangerous how wrecked I am. Save me because I can't get a grip on myself."

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"We'll start recording "Love Me" tomorrow," Namjoon announced to the group the next day. Yoongi and Rein clapped the loudest, the latter even adding in a whistle. 

With an appreciative smile, Namjoon held up seven sheets of paper, saying, "I'll be handing out lyrics. Before we get started though, let's thank Ms. Jones here for writing this song for us." All the while, he looked at her with what she thought was a proud glint in his eye.

Rein trusted Namjoon to assign the parts since he knew the vocals of the members better than her. After looking at her parts, she was satisfied with what she got; first verse and bridge, and background vocals. 

Jin flashed her a bedazzling smile before he spoke.

"This is really good," he said. Jungkook, who overheard the beginnings of the conversation from next to Jin, piped up.

"Yeah. Are you going to write more songs for us?" he asked. Jimin instinctively leaned over when he saw that Jungkook was speaking. She laughed.

"I'm going to be here for a while whether you like it or not, so yes, I will be writing a few more songs for the group," she replied.

"I wouldn't mind seeing you around more for the record," Jin said with a cocky grin. Rein felt her cheeks grow hot.

She wondered if he had been laid in the past year.

"I'll make sure to talk to you extensively in the studio, then," she said with a wink. He opened his mouth then closed it again, looked at Namjoon, who was observing the conversation with what seemed like a mild curiosity, then back at Rein. 

She had no idea where this subtle confidence came from, but her reasoning about it seemed sound: If the oldest member of the group gets to flirt with the only woman around without any repercussions, it was only fair that she reciprocated the advances, even if they weren't genuine.

It's not a bad idea to relieve some sexual frustration around this place, a voice in her head snickered.

Oh, please. Like that's appropriate in any way?

It doesn't matter if it's appropriate or not. Just imagine: Jin tomorrow and Taehyung after that, and go around and around until you've serviced all of them. Doesn't that sound fun?

No. In fact, that sounds absolutely disgusting. That would fit almost every stereotype about pretty business-women. You know, "servicing" the men she wants a partnership with.

Oh, like you haven't thought about it. The rational part of her began to debate this little quip, but she couldn't deny it. How long had it been since her last... Six months, probably more than that, even.

Save Namjoon for the very end... You know what they say about saving the best for last? 

She tried to stop herself from thinking further.

But just what exactly was she thinking? Rein had never really noticed how attractive they were until now. 

Though Jin was known as the handsome one, she didn't regard him as such, though he did have a certain charm about him. He could wear a trash bag and make it look good and could simultaneously convince you it was fresh from the new Gucci line on top of that. She had thought it impossible when she read that, two years before they debuted, he had no talent when it came to vocals. However, through perseverance, the transformation he went through was astounding.