euphoria | knj √

37: hold me tight.

"You still shine, you're still like a scented flower. Now trust me, hold me once again. So I can feel you, hold me."

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"I love you." The words were out of Rein's mouth before she could take them back, and it left Namjoon to stare at her as if struck by lightning.

"W-what?" Namjoon stammered.

"I'm-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, um..." She shook her head. "Fuck. I screwed that up, didn't I?" He looked at her under hooded eyelashes, eyes containing so much, so much she couldn't decipher.

"Hey, hey... Hold on. Don't do that," he said, lifting her chin and forcing her to look up at him. She blushed and tried to pull away, but he held on with a grip of steel. Tears stung her eyes, but she held back. A rejected love confession was nothing to cry about. She was a big girl, after all.

"How do you even know what I'm going to reply with?" he said. Panic started to take over Rein's body, but she didn't show that outwardly, and instead, shrugged.

"I don't know, but I'm sorry, anyway. I-I shouldn't have put pressure on you to respond ba..." Namjoon leaned in until his face was inches away from hers. He looked down at her lips.

"What makes you think I won't say it back?" he asked. Rein said nothing in fear of her voice shaking, which would betray her nervousness.

"I don't know. Maybe... Maybe it's too fast, and what with me leaving and all... It was just inappropriate. I don't know what came over me."

"What if I said that I love you, too? Would that solve our little dilemma?"

"Maybe," Rein breathed. Namjoon smiled.

"Rein Jones, I love you more than words can say," he whispered. Her name coming out of Namjoon's mouth became her favorite word that day.

"Then prove it," she said. His lips were on hers in a second, hands exploring every inch of her body like he had wanted to do the whole day. His tongue brushed Rein's bottom lip, and she allowed him access. They battled for dominance as she grabbed at Namjoon's hair.

It was as if they had hungered their whole lives, and when presented with the food they ached for, the lovers could not resist in indulging themselves. There was no time to go slowly, as any moment for them could have very well been their last with each other.

All of a sudden, she felt him grab her thighs and lift her up onto the window sill, her back against the glass. She beamed inwardly as she felt him stiffen between her legs. Lowering his head, he placed kisses down her neck and collarbone, then began to suck on the sensitive spot, eliciting a soft moan from her.

"It's getting a little hot in here, don't you think?" Namjoon whispered in Rein's ear.

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"Oh, you have no idea," she said. With that, she took off her sweater to reveal her matching black bra and underwear.

"You're just full of surprises today, aren't you..." he murmured, echoing the words she had said at the beginning of the day back to her. He unclasped her bra, revealing her breasts, which didn't go unappreciated, as he massaged them tenderly. In a swift move, he put his thumb on her nipple, teasing her by flicking it back and forth. She whimpered and gripped his hair, and he looked up at her with a smirk.