A faint smile made it's way onto my lips, I knew Dan was watching me and it sort of gave me satisfaction to know that he stared at me. His eyes flickered over everyone of my features, taking in my face. I can't think why, it's not like I'm anything interesting to look at.
I mean, my eyes intruded his features at any opportunity I got. Not in like a weird, stalkery way, as in a WHY WON'T YOU LIKE ME BACK. Sort of way.
I had to act as if Dan didn't affect me even in the slightest because I knew feelings can mess everything up. I wanted nothing more than to just stop editing todays video and to just meet his lips with mine. I wanted it more than anything but I knew that was a bad idea. Dan's not even gay and he doesn't even know I am so I'm almost certain pushing him against a wall would scare him a lot more than it would arouse him.
No Phil, you're working, you have to stop letting Dan invade your mind all the time. You'll get way too attached and then it'll just hurt more when he rejects you.
Would he reject you though Phil? "Ugh, of course he would now edit this video for god sake!!" my subconscious screamed at me. Why does my mind always tell me I'm wrong even when I want just for once to be right about something.
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A Dream come true
FanfictionDan and Phil have lived together for a very long time and over that time have both developed feelings for each other. Despite the feelings being hard to ignore, neither of them want to admit that they've fallen in love with there best friend.
