If I died today tell me would you cry for me
Would you visit my grave later on in the year
Would you grieve for me or would you be happy I'm gone
Would you think about what you did to me
Would you even care just a bit or would you not
Would you want me back or would you laugh
Would you care if I told you I died because I couldn't take the pain
The pain you caused me with your words and hits
The emotional and physical pain
The one I can't control and won't seem to go away
Tell me would you be sorry for what you've done
Cause I can't take the pain no more
Your words are too harsh they hurt me too much
Your hits are too hard no more bruises I can take
Your presence is terrifying I'm in too much fear
Look at what you have done the creature you have created
Look at the tears in my eyes this is all your fault
Look at my sadness and emptiness it's all because of you
But guess what no more pain for me
I see that car coming fast to the highway
I'll just stand in the way and let it crash me
Or should I jump off the bridge and into the water
Maybe take a bullet in between the eyes
Heck I think I'll take the pills
Or what if I slit my throat watch the blood seeping as I smile
Or what if I jump off the tall building infront of me
I'll see what works for me as for you I'm sorry for what I have done
I must go this way I'm in too much pain
And now because of you I must escape
YOU ARE READING
Feeling pain
Poesía-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
