You're distant, but so am I
Both of us are overloaded with secrets we cannot share
Maybe once I trusted you, once I could not lie
Things have changed; we are both no longer the same
The truth is forbidden, for neither one of us trusts the other with it
I remember the past and hopelessly hope that we could go back
But the past is dead and far gone; we are no longer there
The same we are not although I wish we were, who have we become
I know now that we cannot go back, but the hope never leaves me
Peace will never reach me, for you will never leave my mind, ever
You were my peace, and now that you are gone, my heart will never heal
Yeah, you're not really gone, yeah you're right here, but I can't feel it anymore
No matter how much we try or pretend what we had is never coming back
The past is gone, and neither one of us seems willing to move onYou've hurt me a ton; I'm sure I've hurt you as well; the wounds aren't healing
So severely we both want things to go back, but in truth, they cannotWhat can we do other than put on a mask and pretend it's alright?
We love each other after all, do we not?
YOU ARE READING
Feeling pain
Poetry-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
