why am i so sad
am i doomed to forever to feel sadness
or is this sadness temporary
if so god when will it go away
i can take no more pain
forgive me please take the pain away
i am so tired and i don't know why
i just can't seem to find the energy or will to live
all i wanna do is die and yet i don't really know why
why am i so dead inside god please tell me why
i feel so much pain and sadness yet im numb
i am so hurt and burnt but still here
i feel as though i am elsewhere although here i stand
why am i so not alive
i just don't feel much anymore
i can no longer smile or laugh all i want to know is why
who brought this sadness onto me i no longer know i really wish i do
why am i me horrible hideous useless me
can i not be the perfect daughter
can i not be the perfect sister
can i not be the perfect girl
can i not be the perfect student
can i not be the perfect human being
can i not be perfect
why cant i be who everyone wants me to be
that skinny pretty smart girl why can't i be her
happy and smiling always laughing why can't that be me
perfect home perfect family many friends oh how i wish for that life
why can i not be enough
all i want to be is enough so please tell me why i cannot be
i just wanted to be enough i guess i will never be...
goodbye dear world...
YOU ARE READING
Feeling pain
Poetry-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
