The girl you want me to be
Isn't me and can never be
She's flawless and perfect
Everything you dream I could be
I'm flawed and here
Though I feel like I'm elsewhere
I don't belong these laws aren't mine
I stand out in a crowd
I can never be me
I'm always empty
I'm never home
Why can't I just find the one
The one who wants me for me
Not the person everyone expects me to be
The one whose smile and brights up the room
The one to never shed a tear
The one who wears dresses and skirts
Not pants and shirts
The one who has a salad for lunch
Who never tasted a Mac
Why can't I be perfect not flawed
I guess me isn't good enough
I guess I should be fake
No reason to be real
I can't feel not anymore
All I can do is sit and stare blankly
And hear you wish that the girl I was reappears
The girl I was is gone
She was never enough
So she's now a part of me joined together we are
We join as one and hope to be enough
But we know that we will never be
So goodbye dear world we both hope we never meet you again
YOU ARE READING
Feeling pain
Poetry-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
