I thought I could be like everyone else
I thought if I looked different maybe I'd be like them
I thought if I laughed and smiled then I'd fit in
I thought I could be happy like everyone else
I thought I could be someone worth the time spent
I thought I could be worth something
I thought a lot but I guess I thought wrong
I will never be like everyone so perfect
I'm just so lost inside myself
I don't think I'll ever fit in with such perfect people
I'm just me and I'm not enough
I'm a worthless burden
A curse to all placed on earth with no purpose
I'm alive but not living
I roam these streets of life with no destination
No goal nothing just waiting to die
Waiting to get hit by a car for it all to end
For this torture called living to be over
To go home to be in my grave
No longer feeling endless pain
No longer being this lifeless creature
Finally being where I belong dead at last
No longer so lost I can't wait for it all to end
For my misery to go and my broken soul shall be free at last
It's for the best no one will even cry for me
No one would cry for someone they don't really know
And no one really knows me not even myself and it honestly scares me
I don't know who I am I just know I'm afraid to go on like this
I need the pain to end I can't face it no more the struggle is too much to bear
YOU ARE READING
Feeling pain
Poetry-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
