I just want to be happy
And be able to smile
I don't want to fake it no more
I want to laugh to be alright
To show the world they were wrong and I was right
To show them I can be like them
I can be normal I can be ok
I can stop cutting my wrists
I can stop being so sad
I can stop crying every night
I can stop being so not right
But that would all be impossible for me
I'm just a waste of space
Nothing I do is good for this awful race
Everyone is judging me by how I look
Staring at my body and whispering things
It hurts so much to be the victim of their words
I feel so lost I'm not alright I'm sad and broken
My heart can't take the pain no more
I want to be loved I want to cared for
I want a family of my own
I want a life I can proud of
I want to be like the rest of you
I just want to fit in with all of you
I'm sorry I'm such a burden to you all I just wanna know what I have done to deserve this It feels like I'm being tortured for being me and thats sad
YOU ARE READING
Feeling pain
Poetry-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
