I'm fighting hard not to text you
I know you don't care
I really love you but I'm trying not to
I know you don't feel the same so I'm trying to forget
I really wish it were easy to get you out of my head
I know this pain won't end at the speed I wish
I really wish I could eat but no I just can't
I know I should but eating is the last thing on my mind
I really wish I could sleep but you're clogging up my brain
I know I should stop thinking about you but it's so hard that I know I just can't
I know you're happy you're probably thankful you're rid of me
I really wish things weren't this way
I know that this is gonna be hard but I'll fight
I really hope that one day I'll be okay
I know that I'll always love you and I know you probably won't ever love me
I really wish it weren't true but I cannot change how you feel
I know that things will be tough no matter what but I'll try to forget I'll try my best
I really feel like I'm gonna end up crying tonight like every other night since you left
I know I shouldn't cry for one who doesn't give a damn about me
But is it really that bad that I wished you love me like I loved you...
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Feeling pain
Poetry-TRIGGER WARNING -All poems are written by me -These poems are sad and are about self harm, bullying, neglect, abuse, pain, relationships, cheating, racism, sexuality etc... -That's all thx for taking your time to read my poems.
