FREAK (LES TWINS IMAGINES)

Beating to Suicide (pt5)

Mikey POV
I woke up to beeping and my head in pain.I opened my eyes which it was very blurry for a few seconds until they adjusted.I heard talking out side of the room and tried to listen.
???-shes been sleep for almost a week now.Will she ever wake up?
???-i can say she will but I dont know when.But for right now just have hope.
???-i guess
I heard them wiggle the nob so I acted like I was still sleep.1 week huh?I was that fucked up.I heard them walk in and it was a lot of footsteps.Like three people.I heard the couch sink in twice and someone by my bed.I felt a needle in my arm slid out.On my face I'm dead but inside I'm screaming.They poke me again and groaned that shit hurt.I heard nothing in the room but the monitor.
???-belle?
Shit
???-Doc can you see if shes up?
Doc-I was just about to do that.She made a sound when I put the needle in her.
I heard a click them he opened one of my eye pointing the flash light in it.I tried to keep the calm but I blinked.
Doc-shes up
I'm cursing this doctor out in my head right now.
I heard them get up of the couch.
???-belle
Me-....hmmm
???-your up!!
Me-i know that
My voice sounded rough and my mouth was dry.
Doc-Welcome back I will tell the nurses your up.
He walked out.My eyes weren't opened but I could hear them.
???-are you feeling ok
Me-im feeling ok but I could feel better
???-belle your not taking this as serious as it is.
I opened my eyes to a stressed Larry and Lau sitting on the couch looking at me in worry.
Me-...your the one to talk
Larry-belle look I know be-
Me-shut up Larry because every time I try to please you,you find something to bitch about and it makes me more depressed.But you didnt care till now?After you almost beat me to death,rape me a few months ago,and yell at me.But when I want to physically and mentally harm myself you wanna help...why?I know I wouldn't have went to heaven if I killed myself but I sure as hell would rather be burning for eternity then being stuck here with someone like you.
Larry-belle....look..
I didnt
Larry-Mikey
Me-yes Larry
Larry-please look at me...
I gave up and looked at him.
Larry-when I say this I mean this from the bottom of my heart,ok.I didnt mean for this all to happen.I didnt mean to blame you for my problems that I couldnt handle but I took it out on you.I know you try but I have problems that I need to fix.I didnt want you to try that.First time you did it ...I dont have a excuse for my behavior or my reaction to that.I dont want you to try and hurt your self again.Im sorry for everything I've done to you.

Welp I started tearing up cause it sounded genuine but he needed to show me also.I wipped under my eyes and sighed.
Me-look Larry,I can tell your telling the truth but...you got to show me ,love.I cant go by what your saying.It like me judging a book by its cover.I may know your emotions physically but I dont know them mentally.I dont know if we get home your gonna beat the shit out of me for trying something like that.
Larry-belle I know I'm not telling you to forgive me now just trust me when I say I'm gonna change.Please trust me...
He stuck his pinky up.I took it with mine for a promise.He gave me a kiss on my lips,I replied.I gave him a small smile while wiping his tears that were falling.I layed his head on my chest and he wrapped his arms around me.He relaxed his head while I relaxed mine on his head.I had my arms wrapped around his head just relaxing.
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1 month later
We're back home.Im doing well after the incident.Larry is more...open to me.I tell him to tell me when he's having problems with the workshop,dancing,with family,stuff like that.Right now I'm in my room on my phone chilling.Then Larry walks in.I look at him and he looks Pissed.
Me-you ok...?
Larry-...no
Me-whats wrong...?
Larry-....I need to vent 
Me-come sit down...
He came in closing the door behind him  then sat on the bed next to me laying his head on my thighs.I layed back on the bed while rubbing his scalp so he can calm tf down 😑.I feel him loosen his tension in his shoulders.
Me-whats wrong?
Larry-promise you wont get mad...
I sit up now I'm mad but I keep my self composed.
Me-why I shouldn't be mad?
He sits up and looks at me like hes worried.He lays both of his hands on top of mine I guess trying to restrain me from most likely hitting or leaving him because I will.
Larry-...I did something...
He looked up at me with his puppy eyes but I wasnt having it.
Me-you did what....?
Larry-...I had sex with one of my exs a few days ago.......
Me-Larry...let my FUCKING hands go....
My right eye started to twitch.I dont know what it was but I felt a shock of energy threw my body.When he lift his hands from mine I acted before I thought.I punched him in the face then pulled him by his twist to the bed.I squatted over him choking the life out of him.
Me-do I look like a game you can play?IS THAT WHAT IT IS.YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ALL THESE BAD THINGS TO ME.THEN TRY TO CHANGE AND THEN CHEAT.You know what...I dont even give a fuck.I cant I just cant.
I got up and was about to walk to my bathroom but he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me back to him.
Me-are you serious...?
Larry-bebe it was accident.
In a flash I turned around choke slamming him to the bed.
Me-how the fuck you accidentally fuck her?What she accidentally pulled hers and most likely your clothes off and you accidentally stuck you dick in her accidentally giving her what she wants,right?
I dont what's his deal but hes laying here smirking and biting his lip while one hand was rubbing on my ass.
Me-are you enjoying this 0_o?
Larry-*licks lips* maybe
He smirked about to sit up but I push him back getting more heated.
Me-are you taking me as a joke?
Larry-no...I was just kidding.I wanted to see how mad I could get you by saying that...
I nearly punched him.
Me-....watch out bro
I got up about to walk away again but he came behind me and grabbed my arm forcing me to turn around.It shocked me at first because it was unexpected.Out of no where he wraps his big hands around my neck forcing me to come closer to him.I wasnt scared of him,I know he means well...hopefully.He looked down at me with his lips tucked between his teeth.Him being rough is a big turn on also him biting his lip.My head was tilted back by the way his hands were on my neck.He bended down to my ear level and whispered in his low,whispering,deep,french,accent.
Larry-i said I was sorry bebe.Do you need me to show you how sorry i am?
Me-mmm...nope
I moved his hand from my neck then stepped a few feet away from him watching his reaction to my actions.He thought I would give in but...nope not right now anyways.He nodded his head then slowly walked towards me.He didn't touch me but he touched my soul.
Larry-im suprised by your actions but...
He wrapped his hand around my neck again but tighter
Larry-...you never deny me...
He smirked then forced me on the bed then pinned my arms down.Before I could react he attacked my neck .I bit my lip to silence my moans but he didnt like that so he bit my neck.
Me-AAAAAH LARRY 
I had a frown on my face cause it hurt.
Larry-i want to hear you...
He gave me one back and then kissed down my chest (her clothes uptop).