I've been telling myself for years that I wasn't good enough and the minute I'm finally ready to commit the deed...to die...life won't fucking let me.
That's because life hates me.
I left my past life behind me and now I'm being brought back into it...
" I April García...wait shit no....I April Odiare...Fuck that doesn't sound right either....I April whatever the hell my last name is will not screw this up," I chant.
Currently I'm standing in front of my mirror chanting encouraging words to make me feel better and not throw up. In T minus 15minutes Ace is going to pick me up for our date. I haven't been on a date since Cameron. Sure I've had flings but that was just what it was. Flings.
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He's dangerous.
You don't know that.
From what my brothers make him out to be he seems like a murderer.
So are you.
My eyes go wide and memories flash back. Blood soon clouds my vision for the 5th time this week. God this is getting annoying.
Flashback~ " Please! I swear I won't say anything again!" A woman in her mid 20s screams who's tied in a chair.
I throw my head back and laugh.
" You had one job bitch...get the information and get out," I growl.
" I'm sorry please don't hurt me," she whispers while tears stream down her face.
I sigh and wipe the tears streaming off her face, then I turn my hand and slap her.
" You embezzled money from the gang and expected to get away with it on top of that your sleeping with the enemy...what's his name?" I snap my finger trying to get his name in my head.
" Ace," she whispers.
" Ah yes Ace," I reply.
" It was only a one night stand...please don't kill me," she keeps on whispering over and over.
" Let's get this over with," I mutter.
I take the gun from my side and point it at her forehead.
BOOM.
Her eyes roll back into her head and I wipe the blood that splattered on me.
" God you got blood all over me," I hiss.
I turn my back and walk away leaving the woman to bleed on the floor.
Present~ I gasp and hold onto the mirror in front of me. That woman. God I can't even remember the woman I...hurt. She slept with Ace. That just makes things more complicated.
DING DONG.
I get out of the room and look at the door confused. He's not supposed to be here for another 10minutes. I go to the door and open it.
" Hi can I help..." I begin.
" What the hell are you wearing?" Derek growls.
I look behind him to see all of them there. Them being Mason, Leo, Liam, Jake, and Elijah. They all invite them selves in and I step to the side.
" Thank you for inviting yourselves in..." I mutter under my breath.
I close the door and they all make themselves comfortable on my couch. Derek killed someone. Then again so have I. Is that how it looks like. When I killed that women did she look that helpless? God I can't remember.
" Why're you so dressed up?" Liam asks while making his way to my kitchen opening the fridge and taking a beer out for himself.
" A date," I proudly state.
" Nope,"
" Not happening,"
" No,"
" Nada,"
" Nope,"
They all exclaim at once. I look at them dumbfounded.
" You guys can't dictate who I go out with or when so if you will kindly leave," I motion my head towards the door.
" We'll just stay here...wait for the guy to come," Derek responds nonchalantly cracking his wrists.
Perfect.
" Guys seriously that's not..." I start.
DING DONG.
He's here. Time for my plan to begin. This is going to backfire in my face extremely.
I head towards the door and open it to see Ace in a plain blue T-shirt with a leather jacket on top and nice jeans. Why the fuck does he look so good. His eyes scan over my body and he leans in and pecks me on the cheek.
" You look stunning," he whispers.
Butterflies erupt in my stomach, but I have to reel myself in. It's a trap. This is what he wants you to feel. Your just a quick fuck and a way to rattle up your brothers to him. Nothing else.
