Welcome to Gang Life

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I run out and look around realizing I'm still at Derek's mansion. I quickly grab my phone and call an Uber. 10 minutes they said. I can't wait 10 minutes.

I've been waiting for months for this moment to happen. I didn't even let the women who was talking from the hospital finish her sentence. They could be dead or alive. Which one? Which one? Which one?

I hear footsteps behind me and I don't bother looking back. I check the time again. 8 minutes.

" April what the hell?!" Liam shouts snapping his fingers in front of my face.

Why did I end the call? Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. They could be gone. All she said was to come see my brothers because they're...and I ended the call because I was too excited. Now it's dawning upon me that they may actually be dead...not alive.

" April!" they all shout in unison.

" What!" I snap.

They all look at me blankly. Liam gestures to me.

" Oh so you know my brothers James and Tyler they're either awake or dead and me being stupid I didn't let the lady finish the sentence so I called an Uber and I swear to fucking god if that god damn Uber doesn't hurry up I'm gonna fucking shoot myself..." I rant endlessly.

Liam puts his hand on my shoulders and tells me to breath. Breathing. I can do that. There's no way I can screw up an easy thing like breathing. Can I? Don't people choke on air? Will I die from choking on air? Oh my god I'm going insane.

" April you know we could just take the limo," Jake says turning towards the Limo.

The limo! Why didn't I think of that?

Because you're a moron.

Oh shut up voice in my head. This is supposed to be a happy or really crappy moment in my life!

Wait that rhymed. Happy....crappy. I'm such a genius. Wait stop getting distracted. Limo.

I run towards the limo and slip in telling the driver the address to the hospital. Before he could leave Derek and them wedge there ways inside as well. Then the limo driver starts speeding off.

" Um where do you think you guys are going?" I ask.

" We're coming with you," Leo responds casually fixing his glasses.

" Um no you're not,"

" Yes we are,"

" Are not,"

" Are to,"

" Are not,"

" Are to,"

" Both of you shut up," Derek snaps.

I glare at him and stomp my foot on top of his causing him to yelp in surprise.

" Don't fucking tell me what to do," I growl.

Derek's eyes stare into mine as we both engage in a staring contest. I continue looking into his dark brown eyes not ready to back down.

They could be dead. If they're dead there's no reason for me to go on. There's no reason for me to live. I need them in my life. My gaze breaks away from Derek and I put my hands in my face...and I pray.

Please god I'm not very religious and I have sinned so many times in numerous of ways and I can't say that I'll change because I won't. But please let my brothers be okay. I'll do anything...I'll cut my arm off, I'll not be shitty to people, I'll not k...hurt people. Just please let them be alive.

Please.

Authors Note~
Heyy thank you all so much for commenting and voting on my chapters. The next couple of updates might be really random because there's a lot going on right not so I'm really sorry if this chapter was not what you were expecting. The next chapter is gonna reveal whether her brothers are dead or alive. I know I'm a bitch for not letting you guys know this chapter, but it's okay. I think.

Do you think her brothers are gonna be alive or dead???
Byeee.