Welcome to Gang Life

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I hate doing work. It makes my head hurt. Currently I'm in my Monday morning class which is absolute hell. Toxicology is very confusing.

I let go of my pencil and open and close my hand to give it a break from writing all these notes on the next exam coming up. My professor rambles on about how if we don't study then we'll fail at life and I'm completely fine with that. I go back to taking notes trying hard to keep my mind on the lesson.

But of course my fucked up brain won't allow that. My mind drifts off to my brothers and them telling me about the ball I have to attend. Back when I was in Axels gang I never ended up going to that because I thought it was stupid and dumb. But apparently I have to go now. Just wonderful.

That gives me only a 4 days to tell my brothers about my past. Am I prepared to do that?

Of course not.

I'm fucking scared shitless. What the hell am I supposed to say to them? Hi I used to be apart of the #1 gang and was in love with their gang leader...Axel you know him right, the guy you hate? Yea him. I was an assassin and I know all about gang life. Surprise.

I can't say that. Can I?

I have 4 days to figure out what I'm gonna say and if I don't then all my secrets will come out at the ball. I'm gonna have to see my former gang members, my friends, and Axel.

Oh my god I'm so fucked.

My mind floods with the worst possible scenarios and my head begins to pound as my palms get sweaty. I quickly go through my bag and take out some pills and swallow them dry.

Soon my professor dismisses us and I head out of the classroom talking with my friend, Kelsey about the upcoming exam. I quickly say bye and head towards the end of the open hallway waiting for Carter, Zach, and Kyle to show up.

" What's up bitch!" Carter sings wrapping her arm around my shoulder.

" Nothing much. Gotta stupid fucking exam coming up and have 2 essays to write in the next 2 days," I complain.

" Same with the exam, but I only have one essay," she mocks.

I shove her shoulder. " Bitch," I laugh.

" That's me. We my dear good friend are the most bitchiest people on the planet."

" I can deal with that," I reply.

" Boo!"

Carter screams and I just look at Zach and Kyle unfazed.

" What the fuck, you were supposed to get scared," Zach whined.

I blackly stare at him and lightly punch him in the shoulder.

" Fine fine I get it," He mumbles.

I look over at Carter who looks pissed at Zach and Kyle.

" Whose idea was it to scare us huh?" She asks trying to hold down her temper.

" Zach," Kyle says immediately ratting Zach out.

" You bitch," Zach says.

Carter grabs Zach and knees him right in the balls.

Me and Kyle look at Carter in awe as Zach crumbles to the floor groaning in pain. We all burst out laughing.

" You guys are gonna go to hell for laughing," Zach says still recovering.

" I'm okay with that,"

" Same,"

" Me too,"

Kyle helps Zach up and we all head towards our usually lunch place, Chipotle. Me and Carter make small talk while Zach and Kyle make their usual annoying commentary here and there.