I've been telling myself for years that I wasn't good enough and the minute I'm finally ready to commit the deed...to die...life won't fucking let me.
That's because life hates me.
I left my past life behind me and now I'm being brought back into it...
Axels POV~ I lye on my bed staring intently at the tv screen in front of me showing her. Her face. Her stupid manipulating gorgeous face.
Some may call it spying, but I call it gathering necessary information. The bed shifts and I turn my head to reveal Alejandra slowly waking up. I turn my eyes back to the screen watching as she gets in the limo with her newfound 'brothers'.
My little Bambi doesn't know what she got herself into.
" You need to stop stalking the girl," Alejandra spits her Italian accent coming through.
" It's not stalking," I snap.
She rolls her eyes at me and sits up.
" Why can't you just forget about her..." Alejandra trails off bringing me closer to her.
" I can't," I mutter.
She scoffs and pushes me away. She stares out the window beside my bed deep in thought.
" You know I'm in love with you...right?" She whispers.
I scoff. I really don't care about Alejandra. To me she's just a quick fuck, soon I'll get bored of her like all the others. I'll never get bored of April though. She's a firecracker always said what was on her mind to others. But, when she was around me she stuttered and fiddled with her figures. She was powerful around others yet vulnerable around me. That's what I loved...what I crave for till this day.
Flashback~ I walk down the street my gun situated under my belt covered by my jacket. I take out a handkerchief from my suit and wipe the blood off my hands. I continue walking thoughts swirling through my mind.
All of the sudden someone clashes into me causing both of us to fall. I scoff in annoyance.
" I'm s...so sorry..."
I look up and stop in my tracks. In front of me sits a girl with beautiful brunette hair and hazel eyes with an oval yet heart shaped face, freckles dancing across her skin. God she's gorgeous.
" It's ok," I smile.
I put my hand out and she takes it.
" Axel," I say introducing myself.
" A...April,"
Present~ " Why aren't you saying anything?" She pleads.
I turn around to examine her face. Bright blue eyes and long blonde hair, her face shaped like a heart. She's hot, but my Bambi's beautiful.
" What do you want me to say?" I ask showing no emotion in my voice.
" Something...anything...do you love me back as well?" She asks hopefulness laced in her voice.
" No,"
Her smile breaks and her eyes seem to become dark. She looks at the t.v screen watching as April laughs at something one of her brothers said. I lightly smile to myself as I watch her eyes gleam and her dimples break through.
" You love her don't you," Alejandra mutters distastefully.
I don't respond. She scoffs and shakes her head.
" She's a fucking whore and a god damn slut who knows what e..." she begins.
" Don't fucking call her a slut...she's not one," I spit.
" Oh please...oh I forget to tell you a couple of days ago she was seen warming up to the enemy," Alejandra smirks.
I grit my teeth, " What?"
She takes the remote from the bedside table and changes the tape to a couple of days ago. She stops on one to reveal that god damn asshole Ace and my Bambi laughing with one another at some stupid arcade.
" It looks like she's got a thing for gang leaders," Alejandra taunts.
I take the remote from her gasp and switch the tape to today.
" She left you, don't you get that?" She spits.
I clench my fists at the memory of her walking away from gang life...from me. But, now her brothers will make her weasel her way back into gang life and soon back into my arms. If she doesn't come back...then well her loved ones will suffer. Easy fix.
" She left me because I made a dumb decision in threatening to hurt her brothers...I won't do that again, at least not to her knowledge that I'm apart of it if I do," I smirk.
" You may love her, but she doesn't love you. I think you've always known that. You'll always love her, but soon her supposed 'love' for you will fade away leaving the leader of Bronze Tiger to swoop her off of her feet or her brothers second in command," she starts.
" Shut up," I warn.
" That's because she never loved you don't you get it. She fucking fears you. She's scared of you, what you can do to her and her loved ones. She was always afraid of what you'll do to her...that's not love," Alejandra tries to reason.
" GET OUT!" I shout.
She flinches at my tone and runs out of my bedroom. My gaze returns back the screen.
I'll get you back Bambi.
No matter what I have to do.
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Name: Axel Dimitri Age: 25 years old Job: Leader of Silver Wolf Gang: Silver Wolf
