Really? // Stenbrough

Chapter47

Bill's PoV

"How was it?" Stan asked me as I walked into his bedroom.

I shrugged. "Fine I guess."

I just came from my very first therapy session. Stan suggested I try it and see if it helps. I agreed to try it and I'm gonna keep going.

I sat in Stan's lap on his bed, with my back to his chest, and he wrapped his arms around me. I leaned my head back against his shoulder and started playing with his hands.

We stayed quiet for awhile, the only sound in the room were our soft breathes, when the front door banged open. Stan and I both jumped. We listened closely and it sounded like it was more then one person, two I think.

"Is it Soph?" I asked quietly.

"Probably. Let's go find out."

We got off the bed and Stan slowly opened the door. He held my hand as he walked in front of me. We quietly walked to the entry way.

"Oh my god." Stan said in disbelief, his mouth dropping open.

Sophia was pinned up against the wall with one of her legs wrapped tightly around a guys waist, and they were sucking each other's faces harshly.

When they heard Stan speak, they instantly pulled away from each other and snapped their heads in out direction.

Sophia pushed some of her hair out of her face showing her badly smudged make up. Both of them flushed in embarrassment and the guy just stood there awkwardly.

"Oh hey.." Sophia said.

I laughed and Stan just stood there shocked.

I held my hand out my hand that wasn't holding Stan's, to the guy with a smile. "I'm Bill."

He slowly shook my hand. "Tony."

I let go and looked at Stan, who's still in shock. I kissed his cheek and he looked at me. This is so funny.

"I uh didn't know you'd be home. I thought you were going to Bills." Sophia spoke.

"I wish." Stan remarked.

Sophia and Tony blushed in embarrassment again.

"Hey, Wait a minute. Isn't it your brother who went missing a couple weeks ago?" Tony asked pointing at me.

My smile faded and I stepped closer to Stan, who instantly wrapped an arm around my waist. I looked down and played with Stan's one hand.

"Oh shit sorry dude."

"Tony just stop." Sophia said quietly. "Just go into the living room please."

I looked up and he nodded his head before walking out of the entryway and to the living room.

I don't do well when strangers ask me about Georgie. I can only talk about him with Stan, and barely with my therapist. It's just too hard to bring him up.

"Sorry about him, he's not exactly the smartest." Sophia said.

Stan snorted. "You can say that again."

I buried my face into Stan's shoulder and he wrapped his other arm around my back and I wrapped mine around his waist.

"I wanna go." I mumbled.

He rubbed my back. "We can go love."

I nodded my head.

"I'm sorry Bill." Sophia apologized.

"It's ok." I mumbled.

"I'll see you later Soph. Love let's go back to my room to get our stuff ok?"

"Ok."

He led me back to his room and I sat on his bed. Stan handed me his sweatshirt and I put it on as he put one on as well. He put his shoes on before giving me mine. As I put my shoes on he grabbed our phones and keys.

"Ready love?"

"Mmhm." I got off of the bed and grabbed his hand and we walked back out of the room and down to my car.

I got into the drivers seat and buckled. Stan did the same but on the passenger side. He held my hand the entire time as i drove to my house.

It hasn't been the same. Without Georgie, it's sad. But I didn't want to go anywhere else and I knew with Stan, I'll be ok.

I pulled into the driveway and we got out. He held my hand as we walked up, and into the house. We took of our shoes and set them next to the door.

"Bill? Is that you?" I heard my mom say from the kitchen.

"Yeah mom. Stan's with me."

Moments later she emerged from the kitchen with a plate of cookies.

"I baked some cookies." She held the plate out to us and Stan took it.

"Thanks Sharon."

She nodded her and wiped her hands on the side of her pants. My mom has been a lot more anxious since Georgie's been gone.

"I'm glad you got home safe." She said quietly before giving me a hug. I hugged back.

This has become a normal routine for us, she'd hug me once I walked inside the door. I don't blame her. She's already lost one kid, she doesn't want to lose another.

She pulled away and wiped her nose on the sleeve of her shirt.

"Well, I'll let you two be. Your father is out at the moment so yell if you need anything."

"Thanks mom."

She nodded her head and walked back to the kitchen. I led Stan upstairs and to my room and shut the door.

"I was um thinking that we could hang out pictures up again. I took them down when we broke up and haven't put them up again. I'm sorry."

Stan stood in front of me and cupped my cheeks. "Don't he sorry love, you have nothing to be sorry for." He kissed my forehead before continuing. "I'd love to help you put them up again."

I smiled. "Thanks Stanny."

"Of course love."

I walked over to my closet and grabbed the box of our things out of the back and placed it on my bed.

I opened it up, and we began putting pictures on my wall, together.

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Heyyyyyy.

I'm not dead don't worry.