Really? // Stenbrough

Chapter 52

Stan's PoV

(A week later)

I woke up the next morning having to pee. I guess I fell asleep with Bill on top of me last night. I didn't really want to wake him but I really have to pee.

So, I slowly placed Bill next to me on his bed and got off carefully. I made sure he wasn't waking up before I went to the bathroom.

I quickly peed and was washing my hands when I heard crying. I dried them quickly and ran back to Bill's room where I found him curled up in a ball on his bed and crying.

"Love." I whispered, sitting next to him.

He just continued to cry so I pulled him onto my lap, him facing me.

"Why are you crying love?" I asked softly.

"You, you l-left me." Bill managed to say in between his cries.

"Love, I had to pee." I said, wiping his tears away.

"O-oh." He mumbled, sniffling.

"It's okay love."

I kissed his forehead softly before he buried his face into the crook of my neck. He wrapped his arms around me and I rubbed his back comfortingly.

"I will never leave you. You know that right?"

Bill nodded his head yes, slowly.

"Love, why don't you believe that?" I asked quietly.

He shrugged.

"Bill, tell me."

He sniffled and snuggled against me.

"I don't know." Bill mumbled.

"You sure love?"

"I panicked. I thought you left. I'm sorry." He whispered.

"Hey... it's okay love. Don't be sorry okay." I told him as I rubbed his back.

He nodded again.

"I love you."

"I love you too." He mumbled.

"What do you want to do today love?" I asked gently.

"I wanna cuddle with you."

I sighed. "Love we've been cuddling for the past week. We haven't done anything except for staying in your room."

It's true, I haven't been able to leave his side otherwise he'll start crying. We've been in his room the whole week since Georgie got back, he's only left to go to the bathroom.

Bill hugged me tighter.

"So. I want to stay in here."

"How about we take a shower and then see how you feel."

He paused. "Fine."

"Thanks Love."

I waited for him to get off of me so I get up, but he didn't.

"Bill can you get off me? Just for a second okay."

He let go of me and rolled to the side, off of me. I quickly got off the bed and stood up before I picked Bill back up. He wrapped his arms around my neck and his legs around my waist.

He nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck as I walked to the bathroom. I shut the door before I turned on the water. I set bill down on the counter and he slowly let go of me.

I took off my clothes before I took Bill's off. I picked him back up and stepped into the shower.

"Don't put me down." Bill mumbled.

"I have to wash your hair love."

He glared at me. "Fine."

I sighed. Bill's been acting so rude lately and it hurts. I set him down and quickly washed his hair, he kept his eyes closed the entire time. I washed his body and mine before picking him back up.

After awhile of just standing under the water, I turned it off and got out. I wrapped a towel around Bill and walked back to his room. I set him down on his bed and dried him off before putting some boxers and a shirt on him.

I dried myself off and put on boxers and a shirt as well.

"What do you feel like doing Bill?" I asked softly as I looked at him.

"Cuddling."

"Love we should go outside. Do something outside of your room." I encouraged him. "What do you think?"

"I think we should break up."

My heart stopped. "What?"

"We should break up."

Where did this come from? He didn't seem like he wanted to break up. Yeah he's been rude and bitter but I just thought it was because of his depression and everything going on. I've been trying so hard.

"Why?" I asked quietly.

"We don't see eye to eye anymore." He said nonchalantly.

"Y-you promised me you'd never leave me." I reminded him, my voice breaking.

Bill just shrugged. "That was in the past."

"You really want to break up?"

"Yep."

"If I leave this room, I'm not coming back." I threatened him.

"Okay."

My heart broke, I swear it did.

"I love you." I told him.

"Okay."

My heart shattered.

My tear ducts decided to work because the next second my cheeks were wet. I wiped my eyes but it did no use, I was crying and I wouldn't stop.

"Can you close the door on your way out?" He asked like nothing was happening.

With that, I walked out of his room.

The end
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okay so it's only been a month since I last updated. Wow I'm so sorry guys. I was on vacation and I'm not doing very well so I apologize. I hope you'll forgive me.

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