Breakthrough

Chapter 43 - Unknown - Rachel's POV

"You're late." I said to Finn. He just stood there. "Uh, yeah. I lost track of time and over slept." he replied. I took Dan from him and told him to come inside. "Finn, this is my friend Jessie, he's staying with me until his apartment gets fixed." I said. "Nice to meet you." said Jessie as he shook Finn's hand. "Can I talk to you Rachel, alone." Finn said. We went to the nursery so I could put Dan down then to the master bedroom. He closed the door behind him. "I'm not really comfortable with some random guy walking around half naked with my son in the house." he said. "First of all, Jessie isn't some random guy, he's my friend. Second of all, you moved out, remember that?" I replied. "I'm still not comfortable with it.". "Is that what you're not comfortable with or that there's a guy, other than you, in the house?" He was silent. "Finn, I think it's time that we stop playing around and just get the divorce." "I don't want a divorce, Rachel." "Then what do you want?" "I want you." he answered. "What about Sarah?" I asked. "She isn't you." We both starred in each other's eyes. He walked up closer to me. He gently stroked my face with his hand. "I love you Rachel Barbra Berry. Always have, always will." he whispered. He put his lips on mine. I instantly kissed him back. He lifted me up and threw me on the bed. He took his shirt off and then mine. He kissed down my body and took my pants off. "I'm sorry. I can't." I said. "It's okay." he said still kissing on my neck. I pushed him off and grabbed my shirt. "No Finn, I'm sorry. I can't do this." I insisted. "Why? What's wrong?" "You hurt me. I never thought we would end up separated and living in different houses. You said some really fucked up things that I can't forget. It's gonna take more than 'she's not you' to be forgiven. I'm sorry, but you have to go." I told him. He put his clothes on. "If it means anything, I am sorry, more than you know. I'm going to do everything I can for you to know how incredibly sorry I am." he said before he left. I laid in bed and cried myself to sleep. It hurt me to send Finn away, but I knew it was the right thing.