Alexandra Watson
The first day away from everyone. I can't help but feel the pain in my chest. It's hurting so much. It's hurts even more cause I can't be angry on him. I can never do the same to him. I still can't believe he did that. I can't believe my eyes. I don't want to believe it, but I can't help it, I saw everything with my own eyes. Every time I saw them I told myself not to be absurd. I told my self to chill, he would never do anything to hurt me. But I was wrong.
I was wrong.
I get up looking out of the window. I know I won't get sleep. So i walk out of my room and then I get out of the main door. Cool breeze hit me, Shit it's freezing. I look towards my right knowing something is burning, but what. I walk towards it, looking at a bonfire. Then my eyes widen when I see Zayn lying down there.
"Uh um" I start then he opens his eyes and sit up.
"I didn't m-mean to bother you. I-l'll just g-go" I say turning back.
"No wait it's alright just come and sit here" he taps the place next to him and I smile sitting down.
"I'm sorry about your boyfriend" he finally talks after a long silence.
"It's okay. I'm good"
"Nice"
Again that silence.
"Aren't you supposed to be sleeping?" I ask with a lot of courage.
"I'm an insomniac" I snap my head towards him and grin.
"Seriously same here" I say and he nods.
"Sick right" he looks up.
"Yeah" I mumble. There's silence again you can only hear the wind blowing. Damn it's cold. I start shivering pulling my legs closer to my body.
"Here" he wraps around his leather jacket around me. I turn and look at him. Our eyes lock, his Hazel chocolate eyes and my ocean blue ones. I feel like I'm drowning in those eyes. There's something mysterious about him which makes me wanna know more and dig into him.
He suddenly realizes we were looking into each other's eyes and he looks away, breaking the eye contact.
"You need this jacket. I'm fine" I say and he turns and looks at me.
"No" is all he says and I don't talk after that. I don't even know how to talk to him. I'm so scared that I'm going to piss him off so I remain silent. He lies on his back facing the sky and I look at him. I just noticed how handsome he is. He got that long eyelashes, his cheekbones are amazing. His eyebrows is prefect. Everything about him is perfect.
"I know I'm hot and sexy but can you please stop staring at me" he smirks. Ah, There's the dick attitude again.
"I wasn't staring" I defend.
"Whatever Angel" he says.
"It's Alex." I say rolling my eyes.
"Oh sorry Angel" he says and I get up with anger.
"Ugh I don't know why are you like this. Like seriously what did I ever do to you? Why do hate me so much. Why are you so rude. I know i just entered you're life without warning but why do you have to be so rude to me? I didn't plan to come here." I scream getting up throwing his jacket on him.
"I don't hate you okay" he says getting up with anger.
"And wear this its fucking freezing here" he holds his jacket up.
"No thanks" I say and turn my face and hug my body. But I feel something warm on my skin and I turn back looking at Zayn who wrapped his jacket on me again.
