Alexandra Watson
I woke up early today and went for a walk near the lake and came back. Yeah I went alone. I just needed some fresh air, not like there's no fresh air at the house. I just wanted to spend some time alone with myself and my thoughts.
First about Liam for sure. I thought about what he did. And now after a lot of thinking I'm sure there's going to be an explanation on what he did. I mean why didn't I think about it? As much as I know Jade I know she's not a type of person who will make a guy cheat on his girlfriend, right? I'm not sure. But there has to be a reason. I'm such a fool for running away from everyone I should have stayed there and asked for answers. Nothing makes sense right now. Not Jade not Perrie and not Liam. Cause when I saw them kiss each other. It wasn't like Jade forced him to do, he willing kissed her. I swear I've never been this confused in my life.
Then I think about Lou. That's obvious, there's not a day when I don't think about him and El. If I count the days, it's been twelve days since I've been staying here. To be honest it's not that bad. I actually like it here. I've never been so comfortable anyway in my life.
Speaking of life. I'm going to turn 18 in two days. Normal people would party and enjoy with their friends and get totally wasted. Some people may celebrate it with their families. But that's not the case of mine. I'm spending my birthday here. With two guys. Two hot guys I must add.
But I don't think they're going to remember it anyways. I wonder if Liam or Kate remembers my birthday. Did they try to call me? Only God knows the answer to this question.
Right now I'm sitting on the couch with the laptop. Let me add Zayn's sitting next to me and looking at what I'm reading. I know that should disturb me but it's actually not. Cause I'm not studying anyway. There's this awkward silence between us. But I'm trying my best to ignore it.
"My babies. Look at me" Harry comes from outside and stands in front of us looking like he won some world cup. I notice he cut his hair in layers. He turns behind and starts to flip his hair.
"It looks better now" Zayn talks casually like nothing happened. Where as I have a opposite reaction.
"Oh my God!" I grasp getting up, almost throwing the laptop on Zayn and I run to Harry and touch his hair. "You did this?" I ask seeing how perfectly his layers are done.
"Yeah! It looks nice na?" He looks so proud of himself.
"I mean! Wow! I didn't know you can cut hair so perfectly Haz" Im talking so loud right now. But I'm so stroked on what I see.
"Duh. We are living here for almost two years Allie. Haven't you figured out how Zayn's hair is perfect? What you thought there was a barber shop next door?" He laughs and I turn and look at Zayn realising he's right. Why didn't I think of this. It's obvious they are living here for two years and Zayn's hair looks just perfect in a quiff. It's obvious someone had to be cutting his hair. There can't be a barber shop near by. Why am I such a fool?
"Yeah! But it's amazing how much skills you have harreh! Is there anything you can't do?" I laugh.
"Oh yeah I can't get a girl pregnant. I'm gay!" He jokes and Zayn laughs.
"No! It's not like you can't get someone pregnant. You won't do that! There's a difference between can't and won't. If you wanted I'm sure you can do anything" I laugh.
"But seriously you cut layers for your own hair! That's incredible haz" I say touching his hair again.
"Thank you Al" he says then I remember how much of a pain in the ass is my hair.
"Harry!" I say and he looks at me. "Do you mind cutting my hair. I can't stand this length anymore. My head hurts" I say removing my hair from the bun.
