Alexandra Watson
It's been more than a week since I'm here away from my house. I did not expect I would be missing Lou and Kate so much. I wish I could call and talk to them. Won't they be wondering why I left without informing them? Who will Kate yell at early in the morning? Who will Lou share his feelings about El with?
I wonder if he proposed her yet. I'm starting to miss everyone. I just want to run back and hug them.
I know I shouldn't but I miss Liam too. Sometimes I wish that he has an explanation that the person who kissed Jade wasn't him but his twin brother who I thought was him. I wish Liam would come here and hug me telling me that it wasn't like how I saw what happen. I would go back to him in a heartbeat.
But I know that can't happen. No matter how much I try to convince myself that wasn't him, I can never forget the way Perrie cried. There was so much pain inside her. I can never forget how I saw him kissing her, holding her hand.
Would he even miss me now? Like how I'm missing him? Does he even know that I know he cheated on me or does he think I'm with my so call stepmother in London. Did he try calling me? Does he have any explanation for what he did? So many questions flow through my mind then I think of him.
Zayn Malik. The jerk, it's been one whole week since that incident happened. I thought he would come and talk to me but no, he didn't, even worse he acts like I don't even exist. I try talking to him but whenever I do so, he gets up walking away. He's given me his laptop for study purposes but he tells Harry to give it to me, why can't he talk to me?
I thought after that day everything would change since I know about him and his past. But no, it's become even more worse now.
"Earth to Allie" Harry pushes me calling me by my new nickname.
"Haz" I whine.
Right now I'm sitting with Harry near the lake. I've gone so much close to Harry. He reminds me of Lou. Harry makes me laugh. He cooks for me. He plays with me. He listens to me when I say something. He's such a sweetheart. He even thought me how to bake cake in a fun way. Like seriously? I never thought I would use the word 'cook' and 'fun' in a sentence, but here I am.
"Let's jump into the lake" he says pulling me.
"We did that yesterday" I scream but he pulls me. I laugh and allow him to take me. I want to jump into the lake so it's alright.
He takes his shirt off and he jumps inside. I do the same and I jump with him. Yeah I know me being in a bra front of guy? Never would have thought of it right? But it's Harry, he's different. He's not some pervert guy who's gonna take advantage of me. And there's no one around to even see me so it's alright. Plus he saw me with my bra and panties yesterday as well. So no big deal now.
I love how Harry is so caring towards me. He treats me like a younger sister. He even Combs my hair. Yeah you read that right. He combs my freaking hair. He chooses the clothes I must wear. He paints my nails along with his. Like who does that? Yeah right Harry freaking styles.
I love him so much. Sometimes I wish he wasn't gay. I would definitely date him. But unfortunately no. I'm jealous of that lucky bastard who Harry would love. I can't wait to warn him, if he hurt my Harry I would hunt him done and smash the living daylights out of him.
After we play in the lake, splashing water on each other. We put our clothes on and we start walking home. As we enter I see Zayn sitting there with a note book and pencil. I wonder what he's doing. He looks at Harry.
"Haz there's something wrong with the heater for the water in your room. I guess we need to call someone to repair it. Until then you could shower in my bathroom" Zayn talks and Harry nods.
