Simons Pov
"Simon! There you are, come on hop in the car, we're going to a party" I look up surprised, seeing Amanda and Alesha pull up besides me. I just decided to go for a walk, how did they find me?
"Well what are you waiting for?" Ants head pops up from the passenger seat, Dec must be there aswell.
"Uh sorry I dont think-" I begin, only to have David get out the other side, mischievous smile and arms out, ready to drag me along.
My eyes widen and I clear my throat, walking towards the car. "Fine, but only if I sit in the front" Alesha smiles and rolls her eyes. "Ofcourse as always" She sits in the back with the guys.
I didnt really want to go along, but they wouldve dragged me along no matter what. Especially David.
We park out infront of a bar. Atleast im sure to get a drink out of it.
Already twenty minutes in, Alesha and Stephen, who already was here and apparently was the one to invite us, are nowhere to be found.
And the others are not much better. We're sitting all together, them playing a silly drunken game of truth or dare, naturally I dont participate.
I decide to simply enjoy my drink and look around, enjoying the emptiness of my mind.
I look back towards them as they drunkenly giggle and attempt at whispering, not registering theyre louder than they think.
I stop breathing for a moment.
David is sitting in the lap of some random guy, that would be fine, it couldve been fine, but theyre making out.
And hes liking it.
My stomach drops, as if there was a dark pit right in the middle of it. Sucking out the butterflies I so often get around him, replacing them with awful jealousy.
I find myself ordering another drink, trying to ignore them.
And a round of shots, not think about it.
another one, trying to erase the image burned to the front of my mind.
Just as im about to order once again I feel somebody tap my shoulder. I turn to see Ant, or maybe its Dec, I cant think.
He mentions something about something. I need to get out. I dont know where David is and I cant handle seeing him with somebody else.
"Sorr-y, I 'ave to go" I slur, standing up unbalanced, about to grab my coat.
Alesha mutters out a question of wether im okay. I back up, I want out. "'Eyhey whho hert y' man" Dec jokes, still trying to get me to stay.
I speak out involuntarily.
"The one who makes me laugh th' most" the odd moment of sobriety throws me off, I recognize the stinging behind my eyes.
I bite my lower lip, I cannot let myself cry here, infront of all of them.
Almost as if on autopilot I make my way out the bar, still stumbling into a few people and barstools. Completely ignoring their calls for me to come back.
I love him.
Im completely in love with him.
And he isnt..
