Falling for Three

♡Chapter 18♡

Just wanted to put a VERY important quote  up there.

Y/n's pov

I return back to the slitheryn common room and sat down at the couch and summoned messiah.

"What issssss troubling you misssssss y/n?"

"I just... *sigh* i just didn't expect cedric to react like that.."

"I know missss... it wassss quite wierd at frisssssssst... but i think he undersssssttooood your exxplanassssion"

"I think your right messiah. But im just worried... what if he hates me?"

"Missss, i dont think your father hatessss you. Asssssss my mother have ssssaid, it tore him apart after when he curssssed your mother and you."

"*sigh* i just... i know he is bad and all... but... if he was purely bad, then he wouldn't have loved my mum and i."

"Missssss itssss not 'loved' it issssss sssstill 'love'. He ssssssstill lovesssss you and your mother"

I stare into messiah's green eyes...

Ya know... she may be right

Suddenly the common room door bursted open.

"Ahhhhhhh! Theres a snake in the common room!" Screamed out goyle...

"No you bafoon! This is the slitheryn common room ofcourse there's going to be snakes" said Draco.

"Draco" i said blankly, "Y/n" replied Draco in the same tone.

I saw crabbe and goyle leave at the corner of my eyes, still focussed at Draco.

"So what have you been up to Draco? Bullying other kids at our year? Or making someone's life miserable, oh wait... those are the same thing." I said angrily.

"Y/n... what did i do now? For your information i do not do those things." I gave him a 'really' look.

"Ok i do those things, but what can i say... im great at it." He proudly said, "you know Draco... bullying is not great, it's mean! You dont just hurt someone mentally or physically just because you feel like hurting them or just want to pent out anger... that's what exercising is for or even eating! Or even writing in a journal! Not hurting others just for the sake of you having 'fun' alright!" I screamed out the last part, making him shocked.

"Yes ma'am! But y/n... ok im sorry, i wont do it again! Alright. But seriously, i am sorry for whatever i did to you i just want the old y/n back. The one im friends with."

"Just friends with... so that's what i am to you?!"

"Yes!"

"Oh really! So im not your best friend? Or your...." i look at him getting all teared up... "you know what! Fine! Im just your friend... screw you Malfoy!" With that i stormed off to my room.

"Y/n!" He tried to catch up but i ran as fast as i could upstairs...

So that's all he thinks of me? All these feelings wrapped up in my heart was crushed within seconds... yes i may be young but you can never be too young to feel love or any emotions...

My emotions for him was something else other than friends... i... i thought he felt the same after that time at the fireplace... but i thought wrong. I climed up to my bed and covered my body with my blanket crying the pain in my heart, the thoughts of us was never going to happen in the first place.

I knew that but i still didn't listen.

I just want him to realise that im here.

Why can't i just stop these feelings?