Outsiders Preferences, Imagines And Headcannons

Tim x Dallas

∆Requested∆

TW: Suicidal Attempt

Dallas shook as he set the razor down and grabbed the pencil. He brought the pencil to his paper and tried writing the best he could.

I'm sorry. I knew I had you, Tim. But I couldn't let you live with a paranoid freak like me. You'd be better off without me so I'm leaving. Don't cry about me, you'll forget me and move on to another guy who will protect you and won't annoy you because he had issues. I'm so stupid for doing this but please know I had to. You're probably reading this as I'm laying on the ground with a gun in my hand, my eyes shut and my purse slowly fading. I love you so much. You'll be fine without me.

~ Dallas

The writing was shaky but other than that readable. Dallas felt bad for doing this but his thoughts kept coming back amd he gripped his razor and blood dripped from the inside of his clenched fist.

He kept his fist that way as his hand went numb and he couldn't feel the pain of the razor digging into his skin.

He used his other hand to aim the gun at his head. He went to count to three but at two he backed down.

"Come on, worthless piece of shit!" He yelled at himself, punching his thighs. "But it'll ruin Tim." He lowered the gun. He was quiet for a second then raised the gun again, "but he'll be better off without me."

Soon the door bursted open and Dallas met eyes with his boyfriend. Tim's face was full of terror until he got himself together and calmly came up to Dallas.

Dallas was practically frozen, tears streaming down his face fast. His pulse- which he planned would be slowing down by now- was quickened and he could only hear that.

Tim slowly and gently took the gun out of his hand and carefully opened up his other hand and he inhaled sharply at what his boyfriend did.

Tim rubbed Dallas' back as he slowly removed the razor. He quickly grabbed a wet rag and carefully as can be dabbed Dally's hand.

"Why baby?" Tim asked. Dallas was in shock so he couldn't answer. Tim then found the paper with his boyfriend's hand writing.

After he read it, he wrapped Dallas' hand and hugged him and Dallas calmed down in a heartbeat.

Dallas' body chose Tim, it was hard to explain. If any other guy that was close to Dallas hugged him during this, he wouldn't be able to be calm. Tim has this feeling where he could poke you and you would feel better.

Dallas was slowly breathing normally again and Tim was there to comfort him. "It's ok. I'm here. I'll never leave, I won't ever forget you." His voice soothed Dally's nerves. Tim kissed Dallas. "I love you, baby."

"I love you too, Timmy."

They cuddled for the rest of the night.

My wimp ass cried...is that bad? Like...bad cried not 'so adorable' cried...