sue me | joshler ✓

TWENTY ONE

i'm sorry i'm back :/

tyler got in his car and put his head on the wheel. why did he like it so much? he loved it. he loved kissing josh. he loved the way his heart fluttered when he saw josh. when he felt his soft lips on his.

tyler's eyes widened as he remembered that he just cheated. he cheated on jenna. a pretty girl that he should love.

"FUCK!" tyler yelled slamming his fists on the wheel.  he felt pathetic.

out of fear tyler quickly pulled out his phone and clicked on jenna's contact.

"I didn't mean it" he whispered to himself. "i'm not gay. It was just in the moment" he reassured himself. he quickly pulled up jenna and his texts and texts her. he needs a distraction.

tyler: wyd
jenna: umm home why?
tyler: are your parents home?
jenna: no they just left, what's up?
tyler: ;)?
jenna: come over :)

he smiled at jenna's text and made his way out of the school parking lot and towards jenna's house.

a distraction. he wasn't gay. he didn't like josh, right?

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tyler panted as he pulled out slowly, pulling off the condom and falling back on jenna's bed. he wiped the sweat of his neck and pulled jenna close to him, squeezing her. she smiled and nuzzled into his chest, their legs twined together.

"you were so..forceful" jenna laughed. "It felt as if you were mad at someone"

tyler stiffened a little bit and let out an awkward laugh. "haha yeah. I just missed you" he said lamely.

jenna smirked and rolled over on top of him. she began trailing kisses down his body. tyler closed his eyes and hummed.

"round 2?" she asked wiggling her eyebrows. tyler smirked and flipped them over.

the next day tyler was sitting in his psych class taking notes when he got a text from josh. he sighed and opened it.

josh: youve been ignoring me.
tyler: no i have not.
josh: we need to talk about last night, tyler.
tyler: there's nothing to talk about.
josh: tyler. you kissed me. there's so much to talk about.
tyler: it was a fucking mistake can you stop being a fucking bug about it?
josh: you're being mean. we are talking about it later.
tyler: whatever.
josh: i work until 7 can you pick me up?
tyler: sure.

tyler smiled slightly at josh's persistence and put his phone away, his thoughts being filled with one boy.

when tyler got home from practice he walked up to his room, ignoring his little brother jay's questions for him and sat his basketball bag and school bag down on his bed. he checked the clock and saw it was almost 6 so he decided to get in the shower before picking up josh.

as he was in the shower he couldn't help but think about how this talk would go. what if it ended badly with them screaming at eachother, tyler thought. so many things could happen and it overwhelmed tyler. he was afraid of what he might say and how he says it. he doesn't want to hurt anyone for his messups.

after getting out of the shower, tyler slipped on some sweatpants and his basketball hoodie. he grabbed his phone and keys and walked downstairs.