Because I had you

Chapter Eighteen

Kevin de bruyune's P.O.V

Last night was still running through my mind, it's something I could never forgot.

I should of told her not to go, I thought I knew what I wanted but I didn't even know myself did I?

I wish I gave her one more kiss, I wish I fought like hell for her.

She went from me.

It's never on the day she left, all the things I miss about her.

You know how lonely it is to see everything that reminds me of her.

Maybe it would be better off to write her and leave a little note beside her

Maybe we are never perfect but damn if I ever knew.

My forehead pressed against the shower wall as the hot water poured itself all over me.

"Kevin! Can you please hurry up?"Michelle yelled from our bedroom. "We are kind of running late."

"Yeah, I'm coming."

I gave myself a few seconds to pull myself together, then I turned the knob and the water stopped.

I got out of the shower, with a towel wrapped around my torso and I walked into the bedroom.

Michelle stood there, in a long black dress with her hair tucked to the side and her diamonds on display.

She looked at me. "Jace is ready, I've sat him down to Wreck it Ralph for the mean time."

She picked up her heels and put them on, I turned around to see my suit there.

I got changed and slipped on my Oxford shoes, just like the way Lana used to say "Oxford not bourges"

I walked downstairs, leaving Michelle in the bedroom and walked into the living room to see Jace sat down to the tv.

"Jace?"

He looked away from the tv and looked at me. "Daddy!"He said as he held out his arms for me to hold him.

I picked him up and looked at him. "Don't you look very dapper today?"

He let out a laugh and looked at me. Michelle walked into the room and looked at me. "Shouldn't we get going?"

I nodded.

We were in the car, it was so quiet, you could hear a pin drop and it wasn't normally like this.

Michelle placed her hand on my thigh, I looked at her and she just smiled at me.

"Are you sure you are okay?"Michelle whispered. "You don't seem yourself at all."

"I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

I nodded. "I'm really sure Michelle, I'm perfectly fine."

We arrived to the venue, the valet took the keys as we walked into the venue.

"Ruby!"Michelle yelled as she engulfed her into a hug.

"Michelle!"Ruby yelled as they hugged.

I looked at jace and he looked at me with a confused look.

"Hey kev."Sane said as he appeared by Ruby as they let go of the hug.

"Hey Le."I said as I looked at him, half focused and half not.

He looked at me with a weird look then looked at Jace. "You look so handsome today Jace."

Jace looked at him and smiled. "Hi Uncwle Le."

Jesus appeared by us, he looked at me and smiled. "Glad you guys could come today."

I nodded at him then Jace held out his arms for Jesus then off they went together.

Ruby looked at me. "What's wrong with you? You've got a face on."

"There is nothing wrong with me Rub."I replied as I rolled my eyes at her. "I'm going to get a drink."

"I'll come with you."Sane added then we walked off to the bar.

I looked at the bartender. "A double vodka."

He nodded then looked at sane. "You, sir?"

"A whiskey."

The bartender disappeared to do his thing, Sane looked at me with a weird look. "Are you sure you are okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine."

"Well even if you weren't, you still wouldn't tell me."Sane said as he rolled his eyes at me. "So there was no point of me asking."

"Shut up, Le."

The bartender came with our drinks, I picked up my glass and took a sip as sane did the same.

"You two already hit the drinks then?"Laporte said as he looked at us.

"Weddings aren't really my thing."I said as I looked at him with a sweet smile.

"Mhm..."Laporte said with a raise of his eyebrows.

Then a guy, which seemed unfamiliar but then familiar appeared. He stood by sane and ordered a drink.

Sane looked at him. "Wait, who are you? I've never seen you before."

"Rude."He said as he rolled his eyes at us. "I'm Jesus and Lana's friend."

Sane spat out his drink. "What?! Lana? She's here?"

He picked up his drink, he looked at Sane with you are fucking crazy look. "You Manchester people are crazy."

Laporte looked at him. "Oh my, are you Chris? The one who went skydiving with Jesus but was crying."

Chris let out a sigh and rolled his eyes once more. "Yes, and I'm not the one who cried, it was him."

I looked at Chris. "How do you know Lana?"

"She's my best friend."Chris replied as he took a sip of his drink.

Sane tightened his grip on his glass and looked at him. "Your best friend?"

He nodded. "Yeah, do they not have best friends here in Manchester?"

Laporte let out a laugh and looked at him. "I like you."

"I like you too because you seem the only sane one here."

"Hables espanol?"Laporte began to talk in Spanish to him.

He nodded. "Sí, tu?"

Then both went off together to have a conversation.

Sane looked at me. "Did you know she was here?"

I took a massive sip of my drink and looked at him. "Yup, had dinner with her yesterday."

"Why do you think I seen a bit out of it today?"I added as I took another sip.

"No one even told me! You could of at least!"

"Just ignore her."

"No, I'm going to talk to her."