Because I had you

Chapter Twenty-One

Lana's P.O.V

I walked away from the venue. I found myself sat at a bench, I just looked down at my hands as the tears streamed down my face.

"Lana?"

I looked up to see Laporte stood there, he looked at me and he let out a sigh.

He pulled out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to me. "Crying doesn't suit you."

I let out a soft chuckle and brought the tissue underneath my eyes and wiped the tears. "Then who does it suit?"

"Not you."

He sat down next to me on the bench, he looked at me. "What happened?"

"Nothing."

"Why do you always do that? Something obviously happened because you are crying."

I looked at him. "You do the same Lap, Beranado told me okay."

He let out a sigh. "Let's do a trade, you tell me what happened to you then I'll tell you about me."

"Pinky promise?"I asked as I pulled out my pinky finger.

He nodded, he brought his pinky out and we pinky promised.

"Dime."

"Leory Sane happened."I replied as I let out a sigh, I looked down at the pattern of my dress. "He decided to follow me out and say things to me. He just doesn't understand that I can't do it anymore with him. If he really honestly still loved me then he wouldn't of got married."

"He's an ungrateful prick, he doesn't realise anything until it's gone from him. He thinks he can fix everything broken but you can't. Maybe it's supposed to be broken for a reason."

"He said those three words, those three empty words which makes things so much worse, it hurts so much."

"I know."

I looked at him. "So what happened to you?"

"I decided to fall in love with someone, the worse mistake ever to make. I let her in and she ruined everything for me."Laporte explained as he let out a sigh. "I was an idiot, I should of knew but I thought maybe this time it's different you know but I was wrong."

I took a hold of his hand. "She's a dumbass, there is someone out there for you, I know there is."

"Well when she comes, I'll be dead or something because I honestly have gave up on love."

"Who was she though? And why didn't she led you to become like this?"I asked then let out a sigh. "I'm sorry i didn't mean for it to sound like that."

"Marielle's sister."He replied as he looked at me. "And she knew my weakness, she got it and she twisted it all up then used it against me. She broke me, she didn't care and she only just used, cheat on me and that was the one thing I was so afraid of. She's in there now and that's why I had to leave."

I let out a sigh and pulled him into a side hug, I pulled away and looked at him. "We hate them because we fell in love with them."

"And that is so true."

He looked at me. "I just don't get it, was I ever enough for her or for Clara? That they both had to cheat on me and leave me like nothing."

"You were more then enough but they couldn't handle it."

"I swear me and you go down in history for the worst relationships ever."Laporte said with a soft chuckle.

I nodded in agreement. "Yes, you are so right."

Our lips were ever so near each other, I placed my lips against his. Helping me forgetting everything in the past and now.

He pulled away and looked at me. "Is this what you want? Because I don't want you to regret this."

"This is why you are one of a kind."I whispered as I looked into his eyes.

"Thanks?"

I nodded. "Laporte, I won't regret this, I know I won't but what if this ruins our friendship?"

"That is what I meant. You'll meet someone new, and they'll treat you amazing. Then you'll forget everything of your past lovers but I don't want us to do this then regret it."

Tears trickled down my face. "I'm so sorry Laporte, gosh you are amazing and I want this but then if you don-"

He cut me off with a kiss, he pulled away and looked at me. "You get emotional over so much things though."

I playfully punched his arm. He let out a gasp. "Ow, that hurt you know."

"It supposed to."

He got up from the bench, he held out his hand for me to hold. "Come on, let's have a night of fun instead of a night of regretting our past."

I took his hand and nodded. "Let's do it."

-

"Thank you for this amazing night."I said as I looked at him with a smile on my face, my back leaned against my room door. "You really helped me forget."

"You are welcome."

"I want you to come in my room."

"You are being so honest."

"Well everyone is lying to make it on through but that isn't me today."

"Are you sure you want me to go with you in that room? Just incase the morning doesn't turn out the way you want it to."

"Let me have a nice memory of this trip before I go back to Madrid."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. Now kiss me please."

"Oooh, you even said please."Laporte said in a jokey tone, he placed his hand above my shoulder then brought his face closer along with his lips.

I turned the knob of the door and off we went into the room.