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chapter fifty nine: "lots has happened"

expect 2-3 updates a day now, i have the book finished y'all.

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vanessa thomas

large time skip, lots has happened and im freaking out. breaking everything down, here you go.

jack and jack got back from tour in august. i began college in august. things were going great in college for me, i was zipping through it no problem in the beginning. as my workload increased, so did jack and johnson's. even though we live together, seeing each other was another story for jack and i. i wouldn't say we struggled as a couple, it just felt like we were doing long distant, even though we werent. i'd leave for college at ten in the morning some days and jack would already be out the door two hours prior. i'd return home around six or seven pm, jack would still be at the studio.

due to our hectic days, the only time we really got to see each other was at night. there would definitely be some nights where i would get tired, leave jack and johnson leftovers if they were hungry, and went to bed. an hour after falling asleep, or more than an hour, i would woken out of my sleep to jack getting into bed. there was a period of time, maybe about two weeks ago or longer, where all jack thought about was sex. he was so horny, it was odd. here's an example:

flashback to three weeks ago, 12:23am
jack gilinsky

johnson and i just returned home from the studio, a long and hectic day there. a lot's going on which causes us to be there for hours on end, commonly seven days a week. the worst part of this is, is that vans and i haven't sexually been together and done anything in nearly a month. shocking, i know. tonight i felt terrible coming home because i had promised her that we would try and get done earlier, that way we could at least go to bed together. not me waking her up by getting into bed, then us falling asleep together.

though tonight, tonight i had much more in mind. i was aching and throbbing for her. that's all i could think about all day. closing our bedroom door behind me, i ensured to lock it before proceeding to the bed. i was too lazy for a condom. probably a bad idea, but fuck it. i laid kisses on her forehead, trailing my lips down the side of her face. her hands quickly made their way up to my chest and pushed slightly as she groaned.

"jack, im tired" she muttered, slightly whining at the affection i was giving her.

and there i laid for about ten minutes, trying to get her in the mood. it finally worked and i got what i wanted, without protection.

end of flashback

let's talk about today, right now actually. it's now january, i've been in college for five months and have about four months remaining. here i am, sitting on my toilet with my hand shaking. sabrina had just got off the phone with me, walking me through this nerve racking process.

im taking a pregnancy test. yep, hello. im vanessa thomas, nineteen years old and am taking a pregnancy test. i swear, i better not be pregnant. that's kind of the last thing i want at this point in time. let's be realistic, im in college trying to gain a degree for my future. jack, the father of this child if there is a child, is a singer who is in the peak of his career and is planning on touring quite a lot. touring father with a pregnant mother, not the most ideal situation.

my leg bounced up and down, my heart racing. jack and johnson were at the studio today, jack has no idea. i realized today that i had yet to get my period two days ago.

i peer down at my phone, watching the timer count down the next twenty seconds. this was agony. if there's a baby in my stomach, i have no idea what the fuck will happen. no joke. will jack even want a kid this early in his life? his career is taking off, him and johnson were so successful. the timer goes off, my heart immediately dropping as i grab the pregnancy test that will determine my future.