Lovely Arm Candy

62-Bitter

Harry's pov

I was waiting in Angel's school car line I wasn't driving I had my driver so I was answering emails deleting voice mails a certain she who shall not be thought of left I blocked her number but she still tried to call

The door opened and in hopped Angel I smiled and hugged her "mmm how was school honey?" I asked as she closed the door pulling her bag off

"It was good daddy I got an A on my cell model" she put on her seat belt

"I knew you would, you're report card should be coming soon yeah?"

She nodded "they said it on the announcements but I forgot" she shrugged

I nodded "well remember 30 dollars for an A honey" I smiled it felt really good reward her "so do you want me to cook you something for dinner or do you wanna go out?" I usually took her out at least once for the days I have her because I know her mother takes her no where

"Umm..." she looked out the window "can we go see Ms.Alexis? I really really want chicken and rice"

I rolled my jaw "that dish takes like 4 hours to make"

"Oh" she pouted "well can we go get her and bring her with us for dinner?"

I tried my hardest not to sound pissy "no darling she's busy tonight"

She slumped over "okay... can we just get fast food then?"

"Yeah if that's what you want" she nodded

"I pick that" she sat back in her seat and looked at me "are you texting her?"

"No I'm writing emails"

She giggled "Awww you don't have to lie daddy I know you looooooooove her" normally this teasing would have made me happy maybe even bring a touch of blush to my cheeks but now it was making my chest tight and my throat swell

"Angel hush really daddy is working" I said very seriously making her frown

"sorry daddy I didn't mean it" she murmured

"Tell the driver where you want to go I don't care" I changed subject

Soon we pulled up at a drive through and I got some random meal I only glanced at the menu the one I picked had a picture that looked good

"Daddy?"

"Mm?" I hummed back

"When we get home I think I need help with my math work we had a sub today in maths and I'm kinda confused"

I nodded "I'll do my best honey but you know it's been a long time since I did high school maths" I laughed

When we got home we ate then we got out her homework and I stared at the page I reread the instructions more times than I could keep track of I shook my head "I don't understand what this process is, the way I remember it is..." I worked it out how I remembered "do you have the answers?"

She nodded and pulled out her phone clicking around she laid it next to the page "we have odd answers" I did an even problem so I moved to an odd and did it my answer was correct but I didn't do half the bullshit the instructions said to do

"Is this one of your college level courses?" I asked as she looked at my work

"No daddy they didn't offer that class to my grade this is normal maths" damn that was pretty hard for normal maths

"I understand what you did but the teacher wants her way" I sighed

"Mm okay well if she isn't there tomorrow I can call Marcel I'm more than sure he could figure this out how does that sound?" She nodded

"Sounds good, I'm gunna go change before I start med term homework I have 100 note cards to make" she skipped off to go change

I got so lucky to have a smart, well mannered, happy, self-disciplined girl

She came back in pajamas and opened up a large textbook starting to make note cards I kissed her head "I'm gunna go shower maybe take a few calls come get me if you need me darling" she nodded continuing to write I smiled and walked back to my room

I sat on my bed and stared off how am I going to sleep... I hate to admit it but I really can't sleep well if I don't have Alexis in my arms

Even thinking her name left a bad taste in my mouth

How would I ever have another woman?

I-I can't find another her sure I might be able to find a woman with large hips, a sizable ass, big chest, with a smaller middle those are a dime a dozen but... those yellow green eyes I'll never find those again, that one small dimple in her cheek not likely, how disgustingly nurturing she is not a chance, how she was equal parts strong willed independence and going with the flow submissive that will never happen

Things would never be the same in the bedroom those hips moved in ways I didn't know hips could move she was so willing to try things and voice herself after her element of pure unadulterated seduction she dripped sexiness ,she literally dripped

But no matter how different she seemed she was the same

Just like all the others hooking me with lies and emotional ties

I just I really can't believe she would do something like this never in a million years had I thought she'd be the one to pin something on me just so I couldn't leave her it's crazy how much I thought I knew her I felt like she was an open book and anything I asked she'd answer -truthfully- but I guess she just put off what I wanted... before I knew I even wanted it

I think what really hurts the most is how she used Angel she faked such genuine interest in what she said I felt... I felt like she loved her how she loved me I felt she really took Angel as her own without a second thought

But it was all just a plot

I realized I was crying when I felt tears drip and land on my hands I had lain on my lap I quickly wiped my face frustrated that I was being taken over by emotion

I turned to look at my nightstand I opened the top drawer every voice in my head yelling not to but I reached in and grabbed something I should have gotten rid of a long time ago

I opened my hand and in my palm lay a tiny orangey pink shell

The one Alexis gave me at the beach

I can't rid myself of her unless I let all of her go all together

I closed my hand on it "why?" I whispered angrily "Why is this so damn hard?"

I felt my phone buzz probably another voicemail from her I shook my head and laid back on my bed tears still flowing "it's not fair..."