Shadowhunters Season 4

Words which hurts

I was really angry to Jace. That's way I hitted him while I was walking. He didn't tell anything. It made me even more angry. So I turned back and started to shout." What were you thinking? With your stupid true love kiss did you think that you could bring her memory back. No! I know that you believe that every story is true but this isn't a fairy tale. You just did it because you didn't respect the sacrifice she made!" I shouted. Simon tried to stop me." I am selfish? Ha! Yes maybe I am! But you didn't care at all! You are happy with Simon and you are the Head Of the Institute. Mom is dating with Luke. Even Luke didn't do anything at all. And Magnus is the High Warlock of the Alicante and Alec is the Inquisitor. And also did you know that they were spending time with a baby called Max!" I was shocked I turned to Simon. He was shocked as well. Baby and Alec and Magnus. I know that they married but a baby?" A baby? Where?" Simon asked." Didn't Magnus kicked you out to help Alec? He has baby and went to a room." Jace said. I could understand that he was telling the truth. Maybe that's way Magnus said that Alec would tell. I didn't know why but I left them there and ran. Finally I heard a cry and opened a door. Yeah Jace was right. Alec was holding a baby and trying to calm him down. He must heard my footsteps and turned back. He seemed shocked. What did he expect? That I won't see?" Who is he? Where did you find him?" I asked." This is Max." He showed the baby I was even more surprised that Max has got blue skin. He answered like he understand what was I thinking." Yes, He is warlock and he is 2 months old." He answered while he was feeding him." Did he yours?" My legs couldn't carry me more so I sat. It was too much. First Clary now Alec keeping a huge secret from me." No. I am sorry that I didn't tell you. We didn't have time. We adopted him and tried to convince the Council. And, we couldn't rest. It is hard to look after a baby. (He caressed the baby.) But it is the best thing in the world too. Also I was afraid that you will act like mom and dad."He said." Did they know but I didn't?!" How can he tell them after everything they have done. Yeah maybe they changed but I was the person who was with him from the beginning." Yes. I didn't know what to do. Also you weren't there but dad did. Then he called mom. But then they started to fighting over Max. They both wanted to hold and looked after him. I was sure that we would adopt Max when I first saw him. But I didn't ask Magnus and he was shocked when he saw mom and dad fighting about name. But then we agreed to keep him." Alec said while he was putting the baby in his cradle. Then he turned to me and sat next to me." Where and how did you find him?" I asked. Because he forgot that details. " You know that Jonathan killed many Shadowhunters. So Shadowhunters' Academy reopened. And they wanted Magnus to come for a lesson. We were ... sleeping when someone opened the door. (He blushed.) He said that there was a warlock baby in front of the entering door. So Magnus went down stairs. I changed my clothes then went there. Magnus was holding a baby when I went. Then the Dean came. She was shocked and worried but Magnus said that he would figure this out. After that I wanted to hold the baby. As I said it earlier I knew that we will keep the baby when I saw his face. He was the most innocent person but there was a note on his blanket. It is from the mother. She has written that how can someone love him. But she was wrong. I loved him immediately. So I asked Magnus and we convinced the Council about him." Alec told me. He was really happy I could say it with looking his eyes. I shouldn't be sad about it. But I couldn't stop myself." You could call me! Maybe you don't trust me!" I yelled at him. He seemed surprised." Of course I trust you. I told you! We didn't have time to!" Alec said." You could make time if you wanted to! Jace was right. You just didn't tell us because you thought that we would be angry about you starting a new life after what happened to Clary. You knew that you should do something about Clary but you didn't and started a new life!" I shouted." Don't you know that we tried! There wasn't a way without breaking the rules. We couldn't do anything. Did you know what would happened if we break the punishment from the Raziel!" Alec said." Rules,rules, rules! You don't care them when it is about Magnus! Maybe you never forgave Clary!" I said. I knew I was breaking his heart but I couldn't." Izzy! How can you say it? I thought that if we can't bring her memory back we could give her a normal life she deserved. And don't think for a second that you were the only ones who missed her! Magnus and I missed her. Clary grew up with Magnus and also Luke! You don't think that he didn't do anything, right! He is her father!" Alec shouted. Because of our fight Max woke up. Alec hold him and started to sing. And he turned at me." Get out, Izzy. And, please call mom!" Alec said and continued to sing. I went outside and closed the door. I saw Simon while I was running to the entering. He shouted after me but I just needed fresh air. This was the worst fight we ever had. He never said get out and I never broke his heart so I went out. But I didn't expect to see ...