Shadowhunters Season 4

Back to the past

I haven't come here for a long time. Exactly since Will's death. I couldn't dare to come here. This city has too many memories than me to handle. But, of course every year I come here to meet Brother Zachariah but I portal to bridge. I have never seen the city but it only took one look me to understand that it changed a lot. I am glad that Magnus didn't send me to London Institute. I am not sure I can be there without my relatives. I still feel responsible for what happened to them. If I were there...
But enough of this right now. I need to help Magnus. He helped us a lot. He helped me. He is my friend and I will help him. That is what will Will want. And, there is... Jace.

I will tell him the stories. I can fix my mistakes when I ran away from my family as soon as Will's funeral had finished.

I was standing outside of Magnus' apartment. I still can't find courage to go in there. I don't know why. Maybe the thought of remembering Will but with whom I am kidding, everything reminds me Will.

So I stopped making excuses and entered the apartment. It was exactly the same since I last came her.

There was a big Victoria era couch in the middle of the room. Lots of cupboards fulled with spell books and novels. I waited for the memories. Then I went straight to bedroom. This room is a copy of Magnus. You can understand that it is his room as soon as you enter the room. Every object sparkles.

I looked everywhere but I couldn't find anything. I sat down sadly. This means everything to Magnus. I hope he found something. But no! I can't stand like this and hope. Think. Where could he put it? And why the hell I didn't ask. I was thinking desperately when I saw it. Of course it wasn't a real box. I got up and take the statue of a man holding a box. I opened the box gently. And there it was. A tiny hair. I was relaived when I found it. Thank god! I sat to bed and looked at it. Man was look like a warlock when I looked it closer. But it didn't look like Magnus or any warlock I know. Could it be? No! Probably not! But what if? If it was how can Magnus learnt this? There has been something going on with Magnus. Something I can't say for sure but if it was what I thought, we have a huge problem. I hope that I am just hallucinating. They have a lot of problems. They don't need another one. I should probably go. They have been waiting for me but I am surprisingly too tired. Maybe because of this emotions. And it was strange. Not because I am feeling depressed. Because everyone is really emotional. I am pretty sure that none of them shows their true feelings. It is like some sad cloud rained on us.

***** Thank you so much for 5k. I am really for not writing. Even though I am in home, I have so much to do. But I promise from now on I will publish once a week. See you next Tuesday

****** Also I am sorry about my grammar mistakes. My first language is not English. Thank you for your support