Do you wonder about me?

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by venusreid

by venusreid

"Do you wonder about me too?"

Do you wonder about me?
Do you wonder how many times I think of you and dies
How many times I dream of you at nightime; twice or thrice
How many times I cried and mend the pain all over me and treat it nice
How many times I continuously believe with all of your lies
How many times I read and flip your pages despite of its dust
How many times I glare at you and wish that you're shining star that sparks
How many times I tried to catch you like a aesthetic fireflies
How many times you run on my head as a playful lice
How many times I feel something in my stomach and it's butterflies
How many times I can't sleep thinking about the concept in writing you poem and let my imagination rise
How many times I lost my ink just how I lost in your eyes
How many times I beg you on my knees just to make you stay in my life
Do you wonder how many times I realized that I really love you despite loving you is a demise
Do you wonder about me too?
Ofcourse you don't
Because you never really care.