To the girl he loves and chooses over me

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by venusreid

by venusreid

TO THE GIRL HE LOVES AND CHOOSES OVER ME
I'm glad to meet you. I'm glad to meet the wondrous and luckiest person in my eyes no other than you. You have the coolest personality in the world that I haven't . You are that super gorgeous while I'm super nervous trying to convince myself that you're luckier than me because he chooses you. He chooses you because he follows his heart. Following his heart means loving you as much as loving himself.
We are discrepant. It's sad to say that you're really different and I'm just one of the unknown girl you can't even notice walking at the side walks and eating at the canteen . Im not that popular since I don't have the looks that everyone is looking for. I'm just a nobody and maybe , I'm also an obsessed maiden trying to catch his attention.Yes , I'm a failure because before it happens you already captured him perfectly. Just like a photo that intensely captured even just a glance ~ well I can say that you are an aspiring photographer. I really admire you of that , of being simple and sweet and just being who you are . Sometimes I wonder , what If I was just you? Would he also love me the same? Would he also smile back and hug me saying that he'll die if I'll leave him? Would he also say the word " I love you for the rest of my life " in front of me? This really hurt me the most . Our discrepancy really break my heart into pieces.
You know I'm the girl that once wishes to be you. Wishing to be like a star that twinkles and make his eyes amaze. I want to be the moon that he loves to stare at and also his favorite star that he likes to gaze but then again , I'm just the dust in his wonderful universe. I'm the dust drifting away in the galaxy . Im falling apart but he will never care at all. You can say and compared me to undone story that no one will read because of its content not like you that I once describe as a novel , a popular novel that his favorite to read. You are also an amazing painting and I'm just the messy work art that creeps me out. You are everything , you are HIS everything and I'm just nothing. Nothing to care about.
Maybe I'm a contagious and destructive disease that he wants to prevent and to avoid. Because everytime I walk by , he moves far away from me. I'm useless , I'm careless because the Man that I love the most was loving the rest . I admit that I became mad at you but should I regret you for not choosing me ? Should I regret you for choosing you over me? Ofcourse no since you just do your part and you have the best thing he saw that I don't have. Instead I want to thank you for always being there for him no matter what. For making him happy and feel alive again. Maybe you are aware that he once suffer from heartaches so just promise me that you'll soon take care of him and never hurt him at all. Never hurt him because I don't want to see him crying and begging at you just to stay in his life. I don't want him to feel that the girl he loves the most wasn't the thing that he deserves yet ofcourse I want him to be happy so please do your best to keep him . Do your very best for him to feel comfort and let him put you a crown because you're his princess.
Most of all , Love him unconditionally because I don't want him to suffer what I'm going through . My reason was I can handle the pain and maybe he can't even handle it anymore for a second time I guess.
Keep him and never took him for granted. Serve this as your pledge forever.
You're lucky to have his heart.