The Best Of Binus (Mga Mapanakit At Mapang-akit Na Tula At Prosa)

A girl who dreams of you as you dream someone else

She's just a simple girl with a big dream
A girl who wrote stories as it seems
Pen and paper are once her interest
Until you came to her life and take her very best.
You manipulated her with your sweetest lines
Awakening her sleeping soul as well as her spines
Treating her special each and everyday
As if chatting her makes her feel okay.

She tried to control her feelings
But the fate was too much stronger
She falls in love easily hoping that you'll catch her
But you only watch her drowned in despair.

Her eyes shine like a brightest stars that you could saw even miles away
But it fades away when you are not meant to stay
She once wears a prettiest smile
That turns into sorrow when you say goodbye.

She expected too much from you
That causes her pain and wounds to hate you
She regrets herself for believing you
And for loving you will all of her heart.

You only treated her as a friend
But she admired you more than that
She's willing to give you everything
But you left her feel nothing.

She's not attractive like her
'Cause she's just a simple girl with a big dream
But she could write you poems that she never did
She could love you more than she can give.
Writing stories was once her talent
Manipulating characters through her piece
But in her own story , you're the one who manipulated her
You're the one who gave her so much miseries.

She describes herself as a naïve
Being desperate to the love that you'll give
But expecting too much from you is a mistake
That gives her pain and heartbreak.

She's like a wound that everytime you pinch , bleeds
She's a masterpiece that you just tore up without a happy ending
She's wonderful as a painting before you leave her behind
Hoping that one day , you would saw her worth and you would learn to love her back.

She wants to be an onion that everytime you cut, you cries
But the reality is so cruel and she's the one who cries and dies
She tried to chase love but all she got was pain and deep wounds
Turning a daydream into a worst nightmare when you leave her alone.

She don't want you to became sad that's why she sets you free
But wait , How can she let go of the things that she never had?
How can she learn to let go of you thinking that she's just a friend who falls for you?
A friend who always there for you but she's not the one you choose.

Your happy moments with that girl became her sleepless nights since then
As much as you talk to her , as much as she cries
As she remembers those memories you both shared when everything is fine
But now that you fall for someone else and you leave her behind.

She was once a beautiful flower that has an amazing color
But the color has change when you leave her in pain
She describes you as a sunrise before.
But now that you're gone and you're with another girl, nothing left but those sad memories.

Those sad memories will remain fresh forever
Eventhough she's  not the reason behind your smile.
The moments that will forever be kept
While she's  the one you didn't kept.
She's a keeper but you didn't keep her
She admire you but you didn't feel the same
You mean so much to her but she's  just nothing to you
So tell me why it seems so unfair?

The happiness that could reflect in her eyes hides a thousand feelings.
A thousand feelings she had for you
In fact she wants to thank you
For making her strong enough to forget you.

All she wants for you is to be happy like she wants for herself
She wants to see your sweetest and loveliest smile
A smile that makes her happy and wish you all the best
As she also wish herself to move on and to give up her feelings.

She knew that she's not your dream girl and she will never be
'Cause the girl that you dream possess the characteristic that she didn't had
She's now ready to forget you and accept the painful fact
All she want to be is to became a rainbow totally.
A rainbow that appears after the rain
That still shines and still captivating
She wants you to still stare at her colors and watch you smile
A girl that will always dream of you as you dream someone else.