Growing up I was taught it was a shame to be a male Omega. Being brought up in a prominently Alpha male community, they expected you to present as an Alpha. So I was taught from a young age to hide my identity of who I was, in fear of the people surrounding me. In fear of being taken, of being used. My father leaving as soon as I had presented Omega...
Blair and Ginger had known since I started in Overload. Having not been able to hide it from them. Knowing that Blair needed to know just in case something happened or went wrong. Even as Roadtrip slowly started to piece together, I just couldn't tell them. Not even when I knew I wasn't the only one in the band.
Setting up in bed with my headphones in working on a vlog was when Sonny stumbled into the room. Jumping slightly at the new face as I had been the only one home before this. Not getting the chance to hear him come in while editing.
"What's up mate?" Sonny asks when I pull out my headphone to acknowledge him.
"Just editing a vlog. Where's the rest of the boys?" I ask, looking toward the door with furrowed brows.
"In the hallway, wrestling over some ice cream Rye bought." Sonny answers rolling his eyes.
My hair stood on end, body beginning to heat up when Sonny said his name; Rye. The only Alpha who was able to make my body react the way an Omega's should. This was terrifying at times of course, but I just pushed it off. Never truly expecting anyone to find out. Let alone having to come out to them. You see, Brooklyn, and Rye were Alpha's. Jack was an open Omega, and Sonny and Harvey were Beta's. Lucky them.
"Typical." I say laughing lightly before putting my headphones back in as I roll my eyes.
Ignoring the rest of the boys when the come in, still all riled up and pushing at each other. Even Jack who's typically timid and calm. I caught Rye's scent from my bunk, and it was almost overwhelming. I hated that I couldn't control myself with him. Having to hold my breath to contain my urges. But of course being Rye he had to make it worse, jumping onto my bunk and latching onto me like a koala. His scent surrounding me as he nuzzles into me.
"Hello Andy. You smell good today." Rye mumbles against my legs.
I'm frozen in fear, even though I know he didn't mean that I smelt like an Omega, it still made me nervous. Rye noticed that I tensed, looking up at me with furrowed brows. But before he had the chance to ask what was wrong I ran my fingers through his hair and he relaxed into me completely forgetting the face I made, sighing happily.
"Awe, Randy." Brooklyn teases from the couch.
Both me and Rye give him the middle finger, Brook giving us a cheeky grin in return. But stops when Jack gives him a look.
"Alpha's can't mate with Alpha's dude." Rye states from where he's perched against me.
I relax more into him at this. Letting my fingers languidly roam through his unruly hair, probably from messing with the other boys in the hallway. Good, he still can't sense it. Brooklyn snorts rolling his eyes.
"I know that mate. All in good fun." He states shaking his head. "Jack, baby come here."
That's one thing that gets to me still. Brooklyn and Jack have been together since Jack came on trial. Brooklyn went into his first rut the day after and the rest is history. They've been bonded ever since. Not even fazed, just knowing they were the ones for each other.
Sometimes I wish I could be that for someone like Jack is. I've just suppressed it for so long I don't think I could do it. Maybe I'd come out to the boys one day. But for now, I'd just let them think I was an Alpha.
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Later on at the gym, just finishing a workout. Slowly stripping, feeling Rye's eyes on me but ignoring it as I got into the shower, my mind flashing over the things that he had done during the day. How his abs had tightened when I had pinned him down and tickled him. How he bit his lip to suppress the laughter because he didn't like his laugh. My dick started to swell making me almost whimper out.
'Shit' I thought to myself. 'Not in public!'
But it was too late, I could already feel the slick dripping lightly down my legs. The ache for an Alpha's knot, Rye's knot, building in my tummy. I turn the heat up in the shower knowing that it would cover most of the smell before quickly working over my dick with my hand. Refusing to stick anything in my ass. Not since my first and only heat when I was really young.
Biting my lip I twist my hand, running my thumb over my slit. Body jerking, coming hard against the shower wall as I see white, everything rinsing down the drain quickly. Washing the rest of me before I get out drying off, my face red hot in embarrassment with myself. I couldn't even control my own thoughts.
"Mate." Rye sniffs the air. "Did you fuck an Omega?" He asks.
My eyes go wide and I whip my head towards the floor so he can't see my facial expression. But I can't bring myself to just admitting.
"Nah." I answer.
"Smells like Omega to me man. Must not be on you." He says shrugging it off.
We finish getting dressed and Rye is standing by the door waiting for me. I can feel his eyes on me, making me loose my train of thoughts.
"I'll be out in a minute mate." I say, wanting to take my suppressants and also wanting to use my Alpha spray that covers the after effects of the Omega smell.
"Alright mate. Meet you in the car." Rye trailed off, leaving through the door.
Quickly I get everything done, throwing my stuff in my bag before running out to meet Rye. When I catch up, he cuddles into me before taking in a breath through his nose along my neck. I pull away quickly giving him a 'what the hell' look.
"I swear that was you." Rye huffs. "Never mind."
We both climb into Rye's car, heading back towards the flat where the other boys are.
This won't be a slow updating book as it is a remake of the original "Mine" book. I will probably upload 1-2 times a week till it's done. But please be aware that a new book may take a bit for me. I am working on secret projects at the moment. But until I finish my last three semesters (a year and a half) worth of school I will not be devoting a lot of time to writing. Since school takes up pretty much all my time. But I will do as much as I can when I can! Peace and love, see you on the stupid side x
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Mine | Randy (Updated Version)
Fanfiction***This is the same as Mine | Randy but this is updated and edited VERY thoroughly and differently*** Andy has been on suppressants for as long as he can remember. Not being able to cope with the fact that he was an Omega. He was angry with his body...
