Thoughts Are LOUDER In Silence |COMPLETED|

Twenty-eight

[it's been a while, hasn't it? last time i updated this was May 8th. . . i guess you can say that i've been busy with schoolwork. . .

"I'm not a bad guy, that's just how I was drawn!"
-Deceit Sanders in the blooper reel

-MJ]

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"Nnn, my side is fucking killing me..." Rage sat up. He was alone in the dark but he was able to tell where he was. "It's not burning internally, so he didn't inject poison but Jeezus! He didn't have to dig his fucking claws in me just because he didn't want Leader to pull them out again!" He shouted into the darkness.

Honestly? He had been laying there for quite some time, slipping in and out of unconsciousness since his body was trying to tolerate the pain. Insanity was kind enough to leave an apology note and a snickers bar with a bottle of water next to Rage. The note also explained that Apathy had control over him and threatened to hurt Insecurity if he hadn't 'killed' Rage.

The whole darkscape was in a fucked up place, to be honest. Can't even trust yourself nowadays.

"I need to go find Roman..." Rage slowly stood up, "otherwise I'll have beef with Anxiety..."

He began to make his way down the hall, leaning against the wall for support. His heart beat pounded in his ears as his steps echoed eerily in the hall.

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"Wait. You're telling me that most of you don't even play a role in thomas's life? What kind of fuckery is this?" Roman screeched. Pain was guiding him through the halls of the darkscape to a place where he knew the others can find Roman.

"I was made to take pain from others and cause pain to those who deserve it. Though, I'll admit, I've hurt Deceit and Virgil a few times because of Apathy." Pain sighed, "I must ask that you don't tell anyone about me being nice. Despite me hating what I do, I need people to hate me. But...I'll help you fight the cult. There are Sides there that need to be punished and locked up."

Roman, confused by Pain's dialogue, just nodded in agreement.

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"We've been walking around in circles, Depression!" Patton groaned. Insecurity squeaked and clung to Depression.

"No. No, we haven't. It just seems like it because Self Doubt doesn't have control of the aura right now and they're blocking the lights." Depression stated. "His door must've been opened.."

"What does that mean?" Patton asked, slapping a shadowy like hand away from him. It hissed and went back to the darkness. Myles chuckled as ran his hand along the wall for a light switch.

"Self Doubt controls the aura as it holds doubt. He keeps it locked in his room as to keep it from making others doubt, but they like to escape when the door is open." Myles replied. He pointed to a door that looked like Roman's but the crown design was cracked and a dull gold. Above the crown was "Newsies Forever" written in a sloppy cursive writing. It was indeed open slightly and the shadow things were sneaking out.

"H-he kept the s-same design since h-he was Pa-- a l-light Side?" Insecurity asked. Depression nodded with a sad look in his glowing eyes.