Evanstan One shots

Secret Pleasures

Secrets intend to be a wrong thing. You may be hurting others by keeping it. But I believe this secret isn't harming anyone. 

I sit down at the set, waiting for Sebastian to finish his interview.

"So, Sebastian, one more question, Is there a special someone you are with or waiting on someone?"

I see Sebastian's eyes glance fairly quickly at me then back at the interviewer.

"No. I'm not into finding anyone at the moment. I may find someone but that's for later in my lifetime.", he smiled big.

I tensed up at the comment but yet i couldn't get mad because of it. We promised each other we would keep it a secret. It is.

*Afterwards*

We got into the car and start to head over to Anthony's place, i stayed silent on our way there, hearing what Sebastian said in the interview. 'I shouldn't be mad'.  Sebastian sensed my tension and pulled over then looked at me, "Babe...", i didn't respond first then he gently stroke my hair, pushing it back gently, "What's wrong, Iubirea mea?", he spoke softly, i breathe. "It's just..your comment to the last question...i don't know. Just that.", i relax a bit more as he kept his hand on my head, i hear him chuckle, "Chris, baby, you're so cute. You know i love you and only you. You're the only one i want.", i smile big. I then kiss him passionately.

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We make it to the party Anthony had been wanting to throw for the past few weeks. Anthony and Scarlett were the only ones who knew about Seb and i because they walked with us making out. We head inside to a cheery Anthony, "Heyyy the lovers are here.", he exclaimed loudly, laughing like it was a joke so Seb and i laughed with him as he hugged us both tightly. 

We head inside to be welcomed to more of our cast crew and few other people we didn't really personally know. Seb leaned towards me and whispered in my ear, "What would you like to drink, Iubirea mea?", i felt a shiver down my spine. Everytime Seb talks in Romanian, i get shivers down my body. Some arguments or when he is really pissed, he mumbles in Romanian and it's hot every time.

I smile at him, "surprise me, lovely.", he smiled back and headed to the kitchen to get me a drink. We both drank and hung out through out the night until i suddenly lost Seb. I walked around, looking for him, kind of in a panic. A drunk Anthony approach me, talks low, "Looking for your boy toy?", i held him up as much as i could in my drunken state. "You know where he is?", he nodded, barely holding his head up. "He said he needed to step out and breathe. The fresh air to sober him up so he can take you home. ", i smiled and thanked Anthony. 

I headed over and walked out the house where another large group was standing around, laughing and taking shots aggressively. A group i never put myself in at all for health reasons. I tapped on Robert's shoulder who was, pretty much at this point, the only one sober. "Hey Evans.", he sipped his water, "Looking for someone?", i looked a bit around past him, "Yeah. Sebastian. He's my ride home..", i look at him. He chuckled, "Turns out you're not the only one who wants to ride.", he laughed and pointed towards a row of lounge chairs, i see a drunk Seb making out aggressively with a girl who was obviously grinding on his lap. I try to hold back tears and force a laugh for Robert, "Wow, i'll...i-i'll let him have fun. ", i chuckle fakely and rush to Sebastian's car. 

The moment i get in, i let my emotions out and cry. I'm feeling myself completely sober and broken clearly. I finally breathe and get out of the car, after cleaning myself up. I go in and get myself as many drinks as i can carry and go back in the car. I chug down every bottle i brought within a matter of minutes. 

I finally look at everything in a dizzy daze, groaning softly, trying to stop myself for having a drunk cry. I then pass out.

*Next Morning*

I wake up in my bed i share with Sebastian with a major pounding headache, i groan loudly, "fuck.." i then feel a soft hand touch my cheek, "Hey, Iubirea mea, take it easy.", i smile a bit then open my eyes slowly and suddenly get reminded of what happened last night. I frown at him, "why aren't you with your little lover from last night?", i see the softness in Sebastian's face disappear in seconds, "Baby, i'm so sorry. I was drunk, i wasn't thinking.", he stroked my cheek, his eyes tearing up, "I'm so sorry. I love you.", he then mumbled quickly, "De ce sunt atât de dăunătoare pentru tine? De ce mă iubești?", i couldn't understand him but i knew he was pushing himself down. 

"Seb...promise me. You''ll never hurt me again? I understand we're secret and we agreed but i still need to feel safe with you.", i look at him and take his hand then kiss it. 

"I promise, Iubirea mea", he kissed me.

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"So, Sebastian, got any skeletons in the closet?"

"No. Just my secret pleasures.", he smiled and looked towards me yet it looked like he was looking at the camera. "Iubirea mea is my secret pleasure."

"What's Iubirea mea?"

"My love"

A/N: I TAKE REQUEST! REMINDER!! And translation of De ce sunt atât de dăunătoare pentru tine? De ce mă iubești? means Why am i am so harmful to you? Why do you love me?