Bad to Better

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A/N: I know I'm years late on updating. So, I did some self discovery. I'm better at doing fluff. Smut is very uncomfortable in a way for me. I know it's not real but I literally feel like I'm invading their privacy. 🤦‍♀️😂😂😂 But I'm happy you guys have mainly enjoyed this book for the fluff and storylines I produce. I hope y'all understand this is a fluff book. (A/N continues at the bottom)

Summary: Dis is fluff
Sad to Happy fluff. I may do some main sad ones but lucky for you, I'm mainly a positive person. 😁 So I will probably impulsively post a sad chapter than post a part 2 being happy. 😂

Why do you look at her like that?
Why is she laughing so hard?
What are you saying to her?

She placed her arm on his shoulder while she continued to laugh and laugh.
Bitch, whatever he said wasn't that funny. Or at least... I believe so.

Whatever to make you feel better, huh?

Shut up

Thoughts rolled through Sebastian's head like a damn freight train. Horn was blowing so loud, his brain began to throb in pain.
The louder and harder that girl laughed with Chris, the more the thoughts banged around like a drumsticks on a drum.
Like a child aggressive screaming and hitting whatever was in their reach.

Just to bring Sebastian's attention to the reason he was getting a headache.
Jealousy.
Sebastian is normally a guy with no worries. Chill. Laid-back.
Jealous was a foreign language to him. He had no reason to feel this way because Chris was devoted to him. Or so that's what Evans had told him.

Sebastian had to look away because he notice he was glaring instead of just staring like he was ten minutes ago.

She's beautiful.
For a trash bag.
No. She's beautiful. Her body is a perfect shape. You think it could fit perfectly in... His hands???

. . .

She is absolutely stunning. Her eyes sparkle and her smile adds to the glamour. You stare long enough and she can convince you to buy whatever she wanted without hesitation.
Charisma. Beauty. Who wouldn't want her?
Sebastian is as straight as a silly straw. He finds her beautiful but he would never fuck her or even be with her. No, not her. The beautiful man standing next to her, laughing and talking. Touching her back.

Touching?
Shut up, damnit.

Chris and this girl have been talking for a minute. And Sebastian is on his third coffee while his leg bounces faster and he becomes more jittery. He wanted to flip the table. Throw the half full cup of coffee either at the wall or at her. He can't decide.
The thoughts are clouding him, the jealousy, the beast is beating at the cage that Seb desperately tries to keep from escaping.

She's better.

"She is", Seb whispered to himself as he looked out the window, seeing cars past by.

It seemed to calm him down for a bit until someone walked by and it made him blink and he remembered why he was still sitting there alone.

He looked back at where he last saw the Chris and the girl. They were gone. The beast began to nearly bust open the gate inside him before he looked out the glass door and saw Chris being the gentleman he is and helping her in the cab.

He goes and sits back down then forces himself to calm down before Chris came back.

Moments later, he felt a hand lay on his shoulder. "I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean to be away for too long.", Chris planted a quick kiss on his cheek which made the corner of his mouth twitch. "It's fine, Evans."

That was the first red flag Chris recognize whenever Seb was mad.
1. Using his first or last name instead of one of the usual pet names.
Chris sat down and dealt with his cold coffee and looked at Seb who was
Red flag 2: Avoiding eye contact.
"Seb... ". No response. It was silent between them. Only the hush conversations of others and the baristas at their beautiful work could be heard.

Chris maintain eye contact with Seb even if Seb wasn't looking. He loved and hated Chris for it. He took a deep breathe and sipped his coffee.
"She's very beautiful.... Is it she?"

Seb wouldn't admit to be true but Chris knows him like the back of his hand. Red flag 3 (which is only during jealousy): Complimenting the opposite sex.
Usually Red Flag 3 is skipped because Seb isn't the jealous type. Until today.
Chris smiled. It was rare but he knew how to handle it.
"she's alright"
That made Sebastian finally look at him. "Liar. You think she is gorgeous"
Chris held back a chuckle. "No, my love. I'm not lying.", he tested how deep he made it and grabbed Seb's hands. He allowed the contact so Seb wasn't THAT upset.

"My little jealous boy"
Seb scoffed. "Am not"
"Hm? No? So you shooting daggers at her with your adorable attempt of glaring wasn't jealousy?" Chris interwined his fingers with Seb's.

Oh yeah he noticed. He noticed the way Sebastian slowly changed into a jealous ball of mess as the girl got more touchy and giggly with Chris. He knew. That's why he cut the conversation short once Sebastian wasn't watching anymore.

Chris brought Sebastian's hands to his lips and kiss them. "You are mine. I am yours. I am not going anywhere with anyone expect you."

The beast seemed to calm down, the thoughts made a slight halt. "She's looks better. She looks confident."

Chris chuckled, "I don't want her. I want you. I don't care what your mind says about the jealousy or even about her. I care about you. You can be insecure. It's okay to be. Everyone has ups and downs."

"Everybody has a moment of confidence. "
Seb mumbled.

"Your confidence is staying with me. Being mine."
Seb furrowed his eyebrows. "How is that confidence?"

"Because up until this point, you are confident to be perfect for me. Some people are wrong about confidence but, baby, you are more than right to believe you're perfect for me.", he smiled at the beautiful human being in front of him, " I love you. Only you. She is nothing compared to you."

Sebastian lit up. The freight train of dark thoughts disappeared along with the pounding headache. He smiled and started to turn red.

"I love you too."

A beat of silence.
"So... She's not gorgeous?"
"Oh my god, babe.", Chris chuckled once more, leaned forward, and kissed his boyfriend's forehead. "You're adorable when you're worked up"

A/N: I apologize that is not a really long one but it is what I can give. I just got a full time job so there may be longer waits because I get very exhausted after work but I did it for you. YES I will keep the past smut chapters but that's all. I appreciate the popularity of this book. I'll try my best to keep it updated as much as possible. Thank you.! 😘

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