Finding You

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I wake up to someone walking around in the bedroom of my apartment. I jerked up and threw a pillow at whoever was in my room. I then see Sebastian holding the pillow, "seriously? A pillow, Chris?", he chuckled, " Should I warn the robbers?", I smile at his sarcastic comments, "laugh all you want, that pillow could have been stuffed with anything.
" Because fluff is the second killer of America.", he laughed, rolling his eyes.
"Hey, you're little boyfriend called and said he couldn't see you today. Something came up at work.", I feel my smile shrink. Really? Again?

Dan is my boyfriend. We've been together for about a year now. Lately we have been distant because of our jobs but we promised that would never let it affect our relationship negatively.
"Hey, Chris. You'll be okay. He said he'll try to come over to your birthday party. He said.." Sebastian straighten his back out and puffed out his chest then deepened his voice, ""And tell Chrissy that's a promise"". I laughed at his impression.
The one thing Sebastian hated about Dan was Dan not keeping his promises to me. Sebastian and I have been friends for years and the one thing he hates the most is promises being broken, especially towards me.
"Aww, Sebby. ", I chuckled and finally get up.

*Sebastian pov*
I laugh with Chris after my mock of Dan. God, I hated Dan with a passion. His broken promises and horrible gifts. If Dan doesn't show up to Chris's party, I may as while kill him. I threatened him when he called saying he couldn't come earlier today to see Chris.
Chris than got out of bed. There is one reason why I come over early to see Chris. His body. I don't see Chris shirtless as often as you think. It's moments I love the most.
I have a bad crush on Chris. His smile, body, humor, and just everything is so amazing.
It's to the point where I don't have just a crush. I'm falling in love.

*Chris pov*
I turn around and see Sebastian staring at me as if deep in thought. "Seb, you okay?", he blinked and nodded happily. "Just making sure we got everything off my mental list... ", he paused a moment then smirked,".... Chrissy"
I cringed, "ugh, sebby!", he laughed, " Can't get me back. I love that name.", I chuckled and get dressed as Sebastian left the room.
It's not the fact of hate the name "Chrissy". Dan calls me that because it fits to how adorable I am. Sebastian just says it to annoy me.

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Anthony and Sebastian were busy setting things up to wherever my party was as Scarlett tried to keep me away while dragging me to the mall for opinions.
"How does this look?", Scarlett walked out in a nice formal dress. "Looks really nice, Jo", she huffed, "stop call me Jo, Evans", I laughed. I took the beginning of her last name and have called her Jo ever since. She can't stop me so she just calls me Evans or Ev to try to get back. It doesn't work.
I know Scarlett noticed something was wrong in my smile. I couldn't stop thinking about the last time I saw Dan. It felt like months but it had only been a few weeks. Scarlett then sat down, "hey Ev, what's up? You've been off", I sigh and look at her, " It's Dan. He called and said he couldn't come and see me for lunch. But he said he'll try to make it to my party. But I know my chances on that.", I rolled me eyes, knowing how this night would end up.
"Hey... Don't worry. I'm sure he'll show up. If he doesn't, I'll kick his ass", I chuckled, "Seb and you both then", Scarlett then smiled but in a way of hiding a secret.

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Scarlett finally said I can go to the party now and celebrate my birthday. I walked into a well decorated banquet and suddenly have friends and family hugging me, wishing me happy birthday.
Everyone expect Seb.
I tried looking for him but I was so surrounded by people, I couldn't pull away.
A few moments later, I see Sebastian in the clearing, looking so tired and upset about something. I felt a hand on my shoulder and sudden whisper in my ear. "Hey birthday boy.", I widen eyes and turn around to see Dan. " Oh my god, you came.", I hugged him tightly, tucking my face in his neck.
During the party, I hung out with Dan real close, telling him how much I missed him, hugging him a lot.
But everytime Dan and I kissed, I felt different. The feeling was different from the other times I've kissed him. But I brushed it off as I was just missing him too much.
I then looked for Sebastian to show him Dan had came like he promised but I look and see Sebastian was in the same location from the first time I first found him but this time, his face was darker, more hidden and for a second, I saw his face red and puffy.

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I finally get approached by Sebastian after a few moments, he hugged and wished me happy birthday. I saw a flicker of heart break in his eyes then they went soft as normal. "Hey Dan, you kept your promise.", he looked at Dan and that's when his eyes went from soft to hatred.
" Of course, Sebastian. I wouldn't miss my love's birthday." Sebastian scoffed in disbelief, rolling my eyes. Dan gave him a glare. "Boys, come on now." I get in between them, looking at Sebastian. Sebastian looked at me, "I want to dance with you.", I smiled, " Sure, seb".
I led him to the dance floor and danced with me. "I hate being the woman", Sebastian complained. I chuckle, "Then you shouldn't have had a baby face". He growled softly and just kept dancing.
He looks down, suddenly in the same state as he was before he came to me.
" Sebby, what's wrong?", I chuckle gently, keeping our dance. "Nothing. I'm okay.", he smiled brightly at me, " Just very tired.", he chuckled a bit but his eyes still shined sadly. We danced and when we got to the end, Sebastian looked at me and I suddenly feel different once I made eye contact with him. Realizing his handsome features and pulp lips, his soft voice, "Chris-", he suddenly gets interrupted by Dan who broke us apart, " Our song, babe", he took me dancing as he pulled me from Sebastian's sudden warm embrace.
I've seen Sebastian as handsome before but now, it's a different feeling with him.
Dan danced with me as Sebastian watched in a way of anger but mostly sadness.
Dan then made me look at him and kiss him.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Sebastian leave.
This feeling is different. Actually, there's no feeling. Just mute with Dan.

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Dan left that early on the morning to go to work. I woke to see no one in my room. Where's Sebastian? I walk out of the bedroom and tried calling him.
No answer.
Voicemail.

*Sebastian pov*
I locked myself in my apartment, curtains pulled, keeping it as dark as possible because of how I didn't want to see my own tears.
God, why can't I stop loving him?
He's so beautiful.
I check my phone.
Dead.
Good.

A/N: THERE WILL BE A PART 2. AGAIN I TAKE REQUESTS!!! ❤

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