(Chapter 46 of different is now back up after a lot of confusion and complaints! Sorry that it took so long but if you missed it and you wanna know what happened then go back and check it out! Sorry again and thank you for sticking with me)
I'm being serious. I will make it up to each and every one of those boys- even the ones who aren't here.
"Do you guys want something to eat?" I ask moving towards the kitchen. I pause at the door and turn to face them. "I can make you my famous beans on toast"
"She sounds like she's joking but I swear that her beans on toast are a gift from the gods" Taylor laughs, jumping over the couch to lie on it.
"Sure sounds good" Jack G says copying Taylor, landing on top of him.
"I'll help you babe" Matt says holding my hand, leading me into the kitchen.
As soon as we reach the kitchen, I find the beans and Matt goes to the bread that we have left.
"There's once slice" He says disappointed
"No beans either" I laugh.
"Let's go get some!" He says excitedly
"I don't even know where the store is"
"You've lived here for 3 months! How is that possible?" He says wrapping his arms around me from behind.
"Dad always does the shopping. I was with Taylor everyday"
"Taylor?"
"Yes, he lives 3 doors down from me"
"You still love him don't you?"
"What?" I ask. What's got into him? Why is he bringing all this up now? "He has a girlfriend. I love you. Not Tay"
"Then why did you spend every day with him?"
"Matt you really can't be asking me this? You left me for my best friend. You broke my heart. He was there for me when you weren't" I say breaking his grip away from me.
"I know" He says hanging his head in shame "I'm sorry"
"Well that escalated quickly" I laugh "Come on"
"Where are we going?"
"To the store duh"
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After an hour and a half of driving, shopping and getting gas, Matt and I finally arrive back at the house.
"Where have you been?" Taylor calls from the lounge. We follow the sound of his voice until we find the boys all sat in a circle around the coffee table.
"We went to get stuff for dinner"
"Oh, we got pizza" Taylor says guilty "It's your favourite though- Pepperoni"
"That's your favourite. You have a jumper with it on"
"Which you always wear! Therefore it's your favourite"
"Okay smart-ass, move over" I say jumping over the couch landing next to Taylor. I guess people don't walk around to get to the sofa anymore.
"Woah sorry miss sass" Taylor laughs, offering me a half eaten slice. I take it and start to eat it. I look to Matt in the circle- between Jack and Jack. He looks sad.
"Babe what's up?" I ask him
"Oh nothing!" He says smiling. I can tell he's lying "I'm cool"
"No you aren't" I joke, attempting to lighten the mood.
"Sky? Can I ask you something?" Jack G says
"Go for it"
"Why do you push people away?"
"What?"
"I'm not trying to be rude or anything but you just don't seem to be that close with anyone anymore, its kinda like you're pushing Tay and Jack away. Like you haven't said anything about Nash this whole evening"
"What's that got to do with pushing people away?"
"Well it doesn't. I was just wondering. Sorry I asked" He says returning to his meal.
I take a deep breath "I'm scared okay. I'm scared that you're all going to drop me and leave me with nothing because you're you and you're all so hot and perfect and have millions of fans and I'm just me." I sigh.
"I'm scared too" Jack G admits. That's what I like about Jack, he never argues- he accepts what you have to say.
"Of what?"
"I'm scared that one day I'm never going to get to see my brothers again" He smiles at Jack. "We're all going to grow up sometime. I'm scared about that"
"I'm scared that Jack is going to get so popular that he decides to go it alone and I lose him." Jack J adds "Wow, I sound like a little bitch right now"
"I'm scared that people are gonna realise how fucking weird I actually am" Taylor laughs and we laugh too. We sit in silence for a few seconds.
"What are you scared of Matt?"
"Hurting you again"
(A/N: hey guys! Just a little reminder that I'm still doing my little comp for a new cover! It would be really great for as many people to get involved! More details are at the end of chapter 41 or you can tweet/kik/message me for details! Thank you guys for almost 1 million- I really appreciate everything! Love you x)
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