New Boy [Daniel Seavey]

twelve

"Are you ready for our girls day?" I ask Bailey as I walk up to my car.

"Yeah, most definitely," she says with a smile looking up from her phone. "I've missed our little girls days. We haven't had one in forever."

I unlock the car and we climb in, "yeah I know right. We haven't had one since school started." 

"Why haven't we had one?" 

I put the car in reverse and pull out of the school parking lot. "Honestly, I think its because of Daniel."

Bailey's quiet for a moment and then says, "I feel like I've changed a lot since I started dating Daniel."

"In a good way or a bad way?" I ask, even though I know its probably in a bad way.

"A bad way."

"Like?" 

"I don't know. I've been blowing off everyone and everything just for him, like me and you don't hang out like we used to. And I hate the distance between us." she stops and takes a breath. "Just everything feels like it's falling apart and I don't know how to make it stop."

"Nothing is falling apart though, you still have me," I say reassuring her as I pull into Retros.

"All Daniel seems to care about is sex though," Bailey confesses as we sit down in our normal booth.

"What do you mean?" 

She takes a deep breath, "like when we go to parties he wants to drink and then find a room. Or when he's over at my house and we're watching a movie his hand always finds a way in my pants. Or like he always wants to be touching me."

I take a long look at Bailey and try to process what she just told me. Maybe she's over exaggerating because when I see them they're never like that, they look like a normal happy couple. "Have you ever talked to him about it?" 

She shrugs, "I push his hand away or say 'not right now', but besides that, I don't know what to do."

"Sit him down and talk about it." 

"But I like the sex part though, like when I'm in the mood for it... It's like amazing."

"How's that?"

"He's just so skilled and he does these little things with his hands that make me go crazy-" 

"Okay okay stop. Shut up. Stop talking." I cut off Bailey, I don't want to have a mental image of them doing things together, I've already seen it once, and from what I saw, Daniel... He isn't small.

She turns deep red, "so what are we getting to eat today?"

I look at her with an 'are you serious face'. "The same thing I've been getting for years Bales."

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It's now six-thirty, Bailey and I are sitting on my bed watching The Fault In Our Stars, well it's more like playing in the background as we talk. "So you and Phillip haven't done anything yet?"

I shake my head no, "we've mostly like made out. I don't ever feel like going further than that."

"Why not?" 

"I don't know it just never seems right." 

"Maybe Phillip isn't the right guy.." Bailey says. Do you ever find 'the right guy'?

I sigh, "but it's only been two weeks, maybe I just need more time."

"Why don't you practice with someone..." 

"Bailey what the hell does that mean?" 

She turns towards me, "get this. If you kiss another boy and get a feeling with him immediately you'll know Phillip isn't the one. And then you see how far that boy will go."

"But who would I ask?" The only boy that really comes to mind is Daniel or Thomas, and I know I don't get a feeling with Thomas; so that leaves Daniel.

"Ash, boys have been all over you since we were little. Pick one."

"Yeah yeah, but it's time for me to go home. So now my best friend take me to my car." 

I smile, "okay."

I pull up next to Bailey's car in the school parking lot, "have fun at home."

She looks at me and smiles, "have fun experimenting." 

"I will." She's definitely going to be pissed at me after this.

"I love you," Bailey yells as she hops out of my car and into hers. 

"You too," I say back. As I watch Bailey drive off I think about how shitty what I'm about to do is.

To Daniel: you owe me. 

From Daniel: when and where?

To Daniel: my house. ten minutes.

From Daniel: I'll be there, but remember you only have four more 'I owe you's left

To Daniel: yeah yeah

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Hi, I'm sorry if you thought that all of these chapters we're gonna be good and pure and honky dory, but I just can't make a storyline that makes sense, lmfao. Daniel content will be quaking here soon :)