Beautifully Broken

16

It feels like forever since I can remember the way i truly felt.

Everything around me feels fuzzy and motorized.

I heard muffled voices every few minutes or hours? I can't really truly tell.

The darkness turns to light for a few moments and then I feel the sting in my arm and my eyes get heavy.

It's like a dark hole I fall down and when I come out of it.

I see Miles.

I hear him yelling, "let her go! She's not even fighting anymore."

Anymore?

When was I fighting?

Who was I fighting?

I look down at my hands and I see blood on my knuckles, I see raw open flesh.

I look around me.

I see the wall.

Bloody imprints.

Mines?

My eyes travel to the blood trail and I see Marble.

On the floor,

Bleeding from her nose and lip.

What did you do Evie?!

"Miles?" My voice echos as I'm being pulled down a hallway.

I'm screaming again, the burning in my lungs is back.

The heat is radiating off my body again,

Everything is spinning.

"She's resisting! Give her a double shot! Get the cuffs!"

I claw at the person holding my left arm down, I'm kicking body parts, my legs are swinging in every direction like a madman.

"I don't know what I did! This isn't me! They made me do it!"

"Who?!"

"The voices! The voices make them stop!"

I heard them laughing and taunting me!

I start clawing at my head to stop the voices, they are stronger now then ever.

I feel my nails breaking into my skin and I feel the blood on my nail tips and it burns and hurts and feels good.

"Stop Evie! Listen to my voice! MILES, it's me Miles!" I hear him but I can't see him, so he's not here it's the voices playing tricks on me again!

I'm screaming and I'm clawing until I feel four hands on each of my arms and two on my ankles pinning me down.

The rooms spinning.

"She needs to subdue, now! She's broken skin on her face! Nurse! Get THE DOCTOR!"

I feel another sting to my arm, and my heart begins to slow down, my chest feels heavy.

The tears falling as i turn to the side.

I see him.

Miles.

I can't hear him anymore, I just see him trying to break free from the staffs hold to get to me and he's yelling. His blonde hair is a bouncing mess and he is trying to push through them. I see one of the nurses coming with a shot for him and remember screaming and trying to get his attention before everything went dark.