Beautifully Broken

19

I woke up the next morning and I felt blissfully happy.

I turned to the empty bed across from me, and smiled.

I let out a good long stretch and I headed to the girls washroom to start my day.

Everything felt different, since reading Miles letters over and over I felt connected to him even though right now we couldn't be together with us getting caught.

I didn't even bother to notice the amount of eyes that watched me when I walked out of the stall to brush my teeth and such.

"You know everyone thinks your a lunatic right?" I heard marbles voice in the distance of the swarm of girls but I couldn't see her.

She knew what I was capable of.

I just shook my head as I brushed my teeth and kept my eyes glued to the mirror watching my own reflection but taking small glances of the girls behind me.

"You heard her half dead, you fucking lunatic." I heard Martha co sign with her.

Guess this was her new group of friends now.

I kept on with what I was doing, my eyes never leaving the mirror, because I know girls like Martha who enjoy trying to seizing their opportunities when you would least expect it.

"We're all lunatics here. Some more than others. What's your point?" I stated as I spit out the water I held in my mouth to rinse the toothpaste out.

"You don't belong here, kill yourself. Do the world a favor." Martha chimed in getting small oohs from the other girls who minded their business.

"I'll kill myself when you can lose weight and keep off." I shot back arching my eyebrow at her from the mirror with a small rising smile.

Her face turned red and she let of a small huff out.

"Stop face fucking those twinkies your mommy sneaks you in. She's such an enabler, gotta love a mother who loves a pig." I shot back a smile dancing over my eyes.

Martha went to charge me and I quickly moved to the side and I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around her neck pulling it hard and tight around her neck. Making her turn red and falling to her knees in front of me.

"Nice try. Gotta move. A little quicker then that." I laughed looking her in her feared eyes. Marble gasped and took two steps toward me before I shot a glance at her quickly.
"Wouldn't think about it cripple. I'll snap you in half without trying." She stopped in her tracks quickly.

I turned back to Martha who was a purple red and gripping my wrist.

"Keep fucking with me Martha. I'll slit your throat in your sleep and make it look like an accident. Your right I am a lunatic, but I'm smart enough to get away with things. Accidents and all, ya know." I giggled as I lifted the towel up making her lift a little as I tighten the grip some more. She began to choke.

"Stop it Evie. Please we get it." Marble begged.

I looked around the washroom watching the group of girls faces in horror but no one dared try me.

"Goood." I let my towel go and Martha fell coughing and taking deep hard breaths and marble went to her side and tried to help her. Making Martha slap her hand away and give her death glares as she tried to stand on her feet.
"Don't test me anymore Martha, next time I won't be so nice." I leaned looked at her smiling.

"You— your—

"Next time I won't be nice. That's not a threat. It's a promise." I said cutting her off making her step back as I walked towards her in small strides.

"We got it EVIE!" Marble shouted coming between us and trying to eye me but her eyes flinched so much I almost felt bad.

"Stay away from me and stay away from Miles. If I even see you look at him I'll break your other hip. On accident." I said lowly as i let my fingers graze her hip making he flinch.

"I was always nice to you because I genuinely thought you were my friend. But your just like everyone else a liar. So now your my enemy, and I promise you. You don't won't that." I leaned in her ear making her shiver but she never moved.

"I'm sorry." She shuddered.

"Too late. You never truly knew how crazy I can be. Don't get yourself to find out. Again. My only warning." I said pressing my lip to her ear and she gasped in fear.

I pulled away and I looked at the other girls who just stood speechless.

"Nobody saw anything. Right?" I shouted making everyone jump.

In moments all I hear was a bunch of yes nothing and I just looked every girl in the eye and I held my sinister smile before walking out.

As I walked down the halls I instantly felt this rush push through me and I hadn't felt that in a long time.

The familiarity of it was because I know it is wrong but this was me.

This is me.