inseperable (phan)

chapter 10

Tw for rape and alcohol

*out of story*

"Is daddy gonna get crazy drunky?" Dil asked curiously, his soft brown eyes rising in confusion and his little nose wrinkling cutely.

"Maybe...maybe not..." Phil laughed humourlessly "suspense."

I chuckle a little and carry on

*back to story*

The streets of London at quarter to 11 at night. The wind hit my arms like tiny ice needles, prickling at my tan slender arms. I held my head down as I walked throughout the streets.

Other drunk adults walked passed staring at me as they stumbled through the dark alley ways. I scoffed to myself and thought back to today. Why? Why would Aiden do something like that? I moved from Manchester to get away from him, it's like he's in love with me or something. He seems to want to be everywhere I am. He's such a fucking bitch and a fucking messed up retard.

While thinking to myself about despising Aiden I stumble across the edge of the sidewalk, my black and white converse sliding over the edge sending me sundering to the dark, damp concrete face first. I heard the laughs and snickers of the intoxicated adults around me as my hands slid across the jagged floor.

I groaned audibly and pulled myself up, brushing myself down and carried on walking as I entered the dark oak doors of London Pub.

I walked over to the bar and pulled out my fake ID. I stared emotionlessly at the clerk. He looked young, probably in his 20's. He had dark blonde hair which was pulled back into a flawless quiff, a dark black piercing in his lip and nose. He had green eyes which stared at me waiting for me to order.

"Pint of beer..." I uttered coldly "Be warned I'll be back for more..."

He nodded and arched an eyebrow at me concerningly. I noticed his name tag as Edward and walked over to a stall propped up against the bar, sliding onto it slowly.

After about a minute I was served quickly guzzling it down and requesting for more.

More and more

Sronger dtronger

It was pain to cover pain.

I love Phil! I really do but we're nothing. The kiss didn't mean anything. The sex didn't mean anything. We were just getting ahead of ourselves. Phil didn't love me, he never would it was just a mutually exclusive fact.

I drank the sixth pint. My head filled with intoxication as my thoughts were clouded over. I would forget everything and gladly. I'd ask my mum to move us away, I'd tell her Aiden is back and i'd tell her phil isn't the person I thought he was. If she refused to move us I'd run awa-

RING RING

I pulled my phone out staring at the caller ID. Squinting my eyes to stop it being fuzzy due to the drunkness I noticed who it was. Adrian.

I answered to not cause any concern, anyone else would get declined. But I had a strong bond with Arian, he may be younger than me but I always felt closest to him. Ever since I stood at my mums hospital bed him in her arms as I stared at his soft small sleeping face, I knew we would be the closest brotherly bond the world has seen. But tonight the drunkness and emotionlessness I felt would overtake our bond and his trust.

"Where the hell are you Dan?! Mum is scared she's worried! She's throwing up again Dan! Where the fuck are you!? I swear Dan! I've called phil so don't even try and tell me you're at his, he said you haven't been answering his messages! Where! Are! Yo-"

"I'm out." I answered coldly with a drunk slur, not caring my mum was throwing up again. Mum had been throwing up for the last 2 weeks it was nothing new. It's not like it was life threatening.

"where Dan?! Please come home! Me and mum are scared-" Adrians upset and shaky voice blabbered quickly.

"Just...out. Bye." I hung up before he had the time to answer. I put my phone on silent sliding the small device back into my pocket. I sighed to myself and ordered another pint of beer to Edwards relunctancy.

By 1am I still wasn't home and was still ordering drinks. I could barely sit up as I slumped over the bar side.

"Sorry sir, but we can't make you any more drinks. You've had too many, you'll get injured and we won't be responsible." Edward spoke politely. To my toxic brain I found it as an insult and glared at him angrily as I tried to stand up but tumbled to the ground harshly.

"Fuck you then!" I yelled and stood up shakily, wobbling out of the pub. I shivered when the air hit me.

I checked my phone, receiving several missed calls from Adrian and Phil. I rolled my eyes and continued walking.

"Dan!" I heard a familiar voice whisper as I turned around quickly, my eyes blurring and my head hurting profusely as I searched frantically for the being who would call such a name.

I closed my eyes tightly and rubbed my temples with my soft fingertips, opening them to have someone in my face smiling wide at me.

"Who-who are y-you?" I asked shakily as I winced at the pain in my head.

"Its Alex." He chuckled. How did I not realise?

I pulled myself away from his face angrily and looked at the damp ground.

"What do you want?" I stared at him with my lifeless brown eyes before looking away again "If you're looking for phil, you won't find him. He's not here. He's not with me." I began to walk away before his cold claw-like hands clasped my elbow.

"No. I was looking for you!" He quickly spoke and pulled me back, grabbing my attention as I stared at him confused, feeling a little nauseous.

He giggled at me softly with a smirk. "You're so cute Dan. All drunk like this, what would mummy think?" He brought one of his small arms around me, pulling me closer to him. His other hand cupping my cheek as a finger trailed along my jawline.

I stood there in shock, too much in pain to move. He pulled himself closer, his head getting close to my ear as he nibbled on my earlobe. I tried to push him away and scream out but he pinned me harshly to the brick wall that was near us and my scream came out weak sending a large jolt of pain through my head.

He snickered and kissed along my neck, his hand that was originally wrapped around me now sliding down into the waistline of my skinny jeans.

He pushed his leg inbetween my thighs and rubbed softly. I let out a whimper and tears slowly trickled down my cheeks.

He nibbled on my neck making me yelp in pain. "Don't worry Danny baby, I'm gonna go a lot further, no need to whimper and yelp for me. You little slut..." He yanked on my hair as he kissed me roughly, me trying to kick him away which only resulted in him slapping my face roughly, Sending another jolt of pain through my cheek and up to my head.

I cried to myself as he kissed my inner thigh and began undoing the button on my jeans.

Phil....I wish phil would save me....

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