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二十二

"So, tell me more about it."

I set down my empty glass of tea, gulping down the last sip.

"He... He's just disappearing, I don't know what's going on... Yesterday, he told me he would be back in twenty minutes and he didn't come back until after the sun set. Around 12 hours later."

Jin took a sip of his tea before setting it on the table as well, playing with the infuser.

"Are you sure he's cheating on you? What if he's really just busy? Do you have more proof?"

I nodded. "He moaned someone's name in his sleep. I don't know, he said it in such... Such a romantic manner, I don't know what to do, Jin,"

He put his arm around back, noticing the tears forming in my eyes. "You can cry if you want to," he told me.

I shoved my face in his chest, crying my heart out. I haven't cried this hard since...

Since Jungkook told me Jimin died.

It was a cry full of heartbreak. He broke me again.

That's when I really knew I had fallen in love with Jungkook.

Because the feeling of losing him was as horrible as when I lost Jimin.

Full of despair.

I fell asleep in Jin's arms.

His hands were so soft and warm, and his grip was so strong. I didn't realize I had done so until I woke up in his room.

The familiar scenery. The huge bed. His smell.

Everything brought back memories, from the food he made me to the screeching his wheels made before hitting me.

I smiled and turned my head to look at the time.

9:22 AM

I threw my cover away and ran towards the door, quickly finding my shoes and putting them on, jumping on one foot.

"Taehyung? You good?"

"I gotta leave again! I'm sorry, hyung~"

I hugged Jin from the back and kissed his cheek without thinking before running towards the front door.

It was when I was outside when I realized what I had done. I shook it off and ran down the stairs.

•jin•

I held my cheek, blushing. Why the hell did he-

I attempted to shake it off, but I couldn't.

I tried leaving the house to see him, but he had already left. Damn, that kid runs quick.

I thought about chasing him, but I quickly changed my mind.

After closing the door, I saw my reflection on the mirror in the lobby.

I stared at my silk cardigan and pursed my lips.

I looked like a woman. A grandma.

I shouldn't have wore this. Taehyung is probably laughing at me.

I hit myself.

I bought this for 121 dollars, I'm not gonna stop wearing it because people think I don't look manly enough!

I look good, I repeated in my mind, staring at myself in the mirror until I smiled.

I really do look good.

So I continued studying, even though all I could think about was him...

and my silky cardigan.

I won't ever touch my cheek without thinking about him ever again.