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二十八

"Jungkook..?"

Silence.

Void.

I quickly let go of one of Jimin's hands.

"What the fuck, Taehyung..?"

Jungkook covered his face with his hand.

"Jungkoo-"

"No."

My hands were shaking and my face was red.

"J-Jungkook, I-I-I- I can expla-"

My voice sounded like Jimin when he confessed back. So shaky. So weak. I realized I still loved him. I don't understand. How can I love two people at once?

Jungkook bit his lip and turned around, walking away.

I stood up, letting go of Jimin's second hand, running after Jungkook.

I peeked at the hallway and saw him quickly walking away, running his fingers through his hair.

"Jungkook!" I called. He didn't even turn to look at me. I ran after him, feeling tears prick my eyes.

"Jungkook! Please, I can expla-"

"Then fucking explain!" he said, turning around in a heartbeat.

I simply froze. Our red eyes met and I closed them, letting the tears fall.

"I-I- I really do-don't know, Jungkook- I don't know what's h-happening to me- I'm scared, I really am,"

I looked up, trying to find an inch of empathy, of love in Jungkook's eyes.

But all I saw was black.

All I saw was hatred.

Hatred.

He turned around again and kept walking.

I watched him get smaller and smaller, the further he walked. The hallway felt like it was getting longer and longer, the more he walked.

But then I decided.

I wouldn't chicken out again.

I ran towards him again, grabbing ahold of his hand. "Leave me the fuck alone, Taehyung!"

"I don't want to!"

"T-Taehyung, I ca-can't talk to you l-like this! J-Just, just tex-xt me, I-I'm not good at ta-talking in person!"

And he ran away.

And I didn't run after him.

I fell to the floor, holding my face in my hands to cry.

The hallway was empty and the only sounds echoing through it were my soft sobs. I slowly grabbed my phone and turned it on.

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